Im unique.... way to unique, even for this site...

I have been throwing around my life in privacy for almost 9 years. I found this site recently and decided to let out some of the stress and hiding which has haunted me for a long time...

Well.. here we go.

Like the title says... im very unique... so much so i only know 12 others from tennessee whom are like myself. I would like to come out in the open on some things but some items are best left in secrecy because of certain types of people out there.

I have been a goth/pagan/___ my whole life... and have only recently been able to delve back into the topic of my pagan side... because my entire family is christian... so i am left to meet in secret with the only 2 other witches i know... and my best friend, who is an odinist.

well... about 6 years ago i was going through a lot, and my mom came across my books, and all my other things... well.. she burned them all and said that i needed to find god and christ so i could go to heaven... that their religion is rite and everyone else follows satan..... well..... yea... i just glared at her and told her that since my whole body was in bad pain and i felt like my head was going to explode, that i was going to bed...

Well i finally moved out and i need help with things...

mainly, im here looking for other people who just want to meet and talk for a while....
it gets lonely after a while, if u know what i mean.....

Tags: cookeville, goth, lonely, pagan, unique

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Permalink Reply by ♥Christine Moon♥ on October 22, 2008 at 9:44pm: Come say hi anytime you wish.....; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lady Adara on October 22, 2008 at 9:50pm: Greetings Darkling Child:

Welcome to this site.... for the record, though, EVERYONE here is as unique as you are, some more and some less. I say this because Paganism is neither unique nor new to this world nor is the Goth scene for that matter. Some of us have been into the same things you are into before you were even a twinkle in your parent's eyes.

Coming from a strict Xtian home where you are not allowed to be yourself is very difficult but I am happy that you have been able to become independent and have now started walking your path again... May the Gods bless your journey.

I hope you find what you are looking for here...

Dark Blessings,

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Permalink Reply by Lady Adara on October 22, 2008 at 9:57pm: Much to learn, he has....

Teach him, we can...

Ask us, he must...; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by NachtVeil on October 22, 2008 at 9:59pm: well... guys... i dont mean by pagan or such that im unique....

if i will....

i am a pure sanguinarian...

awakened at 10 years of age.....

this is what i meant... but i guess i can trust people more here than anywhere else...

i just need people to talk to and maybe meet with...; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lady Adara on October 22, 2008 at 10:04pm: Ok Young Padawan....

What, pray tell, does Sanguirarian mean to you???; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by STEPHANIE on October 22, 2008 at 10:25pm: Taken from the Latin sanguineus meaning "blood-thirsty, Bloody or reddish in color", a sanguinarian is someone who belives they have a need or have a craving for blood. This desire is non-erotic in nature. A Sanguinarian will not die if he or she does not consume blood.

Contrary to Energy Vampires, who are able to sustain themselves on pranic, auric, or core energy, a sanguinarian feel the need to consume blood. The preferred source is human, with many practitioners stating that non-human sources are not as satisfying. [5

Thats what i found =]; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lady Adara on October 22, 2008 at 10:26pm: Do you really want to know????

Are you sitting down???

Ok, put down any objects that can break, and for the love of the Gods do not have liquid or food in your mouth...

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Permalink Reply by Andriel on October 23, 2008 at 1:19am: yes master yoda, lol!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lady Adara on October 22, 2008 at 10:29pm: A butt... you can be....

Your butt.... I will grab....; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lady Adara on October 22, 2008 at 10:41pm: BTW......

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Permalink Reply by Lady Adara on October 22, 2008 at 10:41pm: Are you making fun of Adrian...; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Gary Dupuis on October 22, 2008 at 10:35pm: You're always welcome to find me and I'll add you as a friend. Peace, Love and Bright Blessings...; ▶ Reply to This