I wouldn’t recommend it, just my opinion.
Cannabis is legal in many states and edibles are hallucinogenic in the correct dose. Strains do make a difference. Be sure to use sativa because usually a high dose of indica will put you to sleep. At the Shamanic Arts Center in Colorado we do have a shaman who conducts cannabis ceremonies. The schedule isn't set yet, but we may have a cannabis ceremony at Shamans Camp this summer. See more at ShamansCamp.com. Warmly, Julia
You mention having a ritual, that you need to do as soon as possible. Is it mandatory to take drugs for the above ritualistic purpose? Is meditation not an alternative way forward?
I am assuming that you are a big girl and know exactly what you are doing, a cannabis high might suffice. I prefer indica to sativa, a personal preference with my THC. In my youth, I would wander around Amsterdam on mushrooms, having mind bending experiences.
What ever you decide, stay safe.
I would also not recommend the use of drugs in ritual.
That which you cannot find within, you will never find without.
Shrooms are legal in Colorado. I don't care about legality, myself.
I would question whether what I was “seeing” was dievto the drug or the third eye. You’ll have to decide for yourself whether to use any form of “drug” huti. Wouldn’t want to do that if it were me.
Mugwort is a legal drig that is said to enjance ijtuitioj and heal with dreams and recall. Some smoke it just like cannabis and many drink a tea of it.
If I may interject a thought, Think of the game you played when you were little. You'd always go one level at a time until you understood how to maneuver the challenges placed in front of you. Now, think of skipping ahead to say level 50. How well do you think you'd do at understanding and be able to maneuver through that level. I believe that we are where we need to be at this time, little by little we earn the understanding necessary for our growth. Wanting to be thrown into something that you might not be ready for could have an unexpected result.
That was my reasoning for not taking hallucinogens but It's your journey and it looks like you got some sound advice going forward. Best to you.