This site is for bronies, starseeds, and various other water gassers trying to pass off obscene and odd behavior as paganism. Have a wonderful stay!
Okay , I think I wrapped my head around this one :
So you are an "In The Closet Magician" except your sister knows you
are in the closet , "Who Is A Satanist Who Believes In Many Deities" ,
while "Being Devoid Of Spirituality" yet "Embraces Nature" and you do
not want people to think of you as an "Evil Witch"...
And you want us to accept you !?
Sure...welcome to Paganspace...;)
Welcome! Lots of cool and interesting discussions here, so I am sure you will find a home. It sounds to me like your spiritual path is more or less "Luciferian" - in that you perceive the Lucifer idea as a light bringer, but don't let me put any labels on you haven't applied to yourself. In any event, please enjoy your stay!