Yes. You heard me.
I am tired. I'm tired of the pricks and idiots who run around proclaiming that it's "their tradition" or the highway. I'm tired of 50 some year old women who've only had a year of practice claiming that because "all their life they've felt different" that those years count as being one who is knowledgeable in the craft.
I'm tired of having shitty conversations about absolutely nothing. I'm tired of not being able to see eye to eye with people.
I've recently been spoiled. I've met one of my BF's friends [the man who initiated him into Wicca who is now a Druid - ADF style not scottish, lineaged Kahaila - some woman who apparently has some clout in the US for wicca, whatever]. He's really intelligent. He can quote sources better than Sin [Ok ok... I'm just teasing]. We see eye to eye on a lot of things. Somethings not really, difference of practice. But hey, we are awesome.
I want people. I want... YOU! I want ta meet cha. I want to feel your energy. I want to thump against my breast plate with my fist in greeting. I want to have conversations that are memorable and pleasant. I want us to disagree but disagree like adults, like people, like we know that we're still intelligent and respectable. I want to be able to share moments with you and I want to be able to be with you as friends forever knowing that you and I may not see eye to eye, but we still got each other's back.
In person, is so much better for me than discussion boards. I'm shy, in person. I really am. I'm embarrassed by my loud voice and laugh. BUT when I'm with the right person, it all sort of melts away like snow that's been found by the warm morning sun.
You. Me. Equals. Awesome.
OK?! D:<</body>
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