Sadly I must admit that I have been letting my mundane life get in the way of my spiritual one. Yes.....Life has been getting in the way. I WANT to study more. I WANT to continue and finish my training for Maiden. I WANT to attend rituals. I WANT to start a study group. I WANT to meditate. I WANT to learn more. WANT WANT WANT. But...as my Grandmother used to say: Want in one hand and spit in the other and see which one fills up faster. *sigh* It is very frustrating and it is bringing me down. I am not sure what to do. I feel overwhelmed by it all. And it is so difficult not really having anyone to talk to about it. That is why I am so glad and thankful that I found this site. I really hope that it helps. Please, if anyone has any tips, advice, or even if you have just been having the same problems.....feel free to comment please. Oh and if there is another discussion like this out there; sorry, I didnt look before I posted. In any case I thank you for taking the time to read this.