Updated 4-8-09 ....It seems I need your help..and this is quite serious and of an urgent nature

'Tis the only picture I could find of him on my computer...I've scanned most to cd's. 'Twas taken on our wedding day in 1990...when were young, beautiful and healthy...well he's still beautiful.

*****It is with a joyful heart and tears of gratitude that I tell you that the Lairds CT scan did NO show a pulmonary embolism...Yahooooooooooo oh the power of this Pagan Community is awesome....I am dearly blessed to have such good and kind hearted friends....Thank you so very much. He is still having shortness of breath and a few other problems and will be seeing a pulmonalogist next week. Hopefully they will find the source of his distress but now we go forward without the "PE possibility" hanging over us. Much love and hugs...Gwen***********

I come to you all with my heart in my hand and beg of your generosity and spiritual ways. The Laird (head of our clan and my beloved husband and soul mate) has been told that a blood clot may have broken loose from his leg and traveled to his lungs, causing him to have a very serious and life threatening condition known as a "pulmonary embolism"(sp). There's a test scheduled for him next Wednesday to try and determine what is going on in his lungs.

About a month ago my youngest daughter dreamt the same dream three nights in a row. in her dream she saw her dad, who is the Rescue Chief, stop for an accident, get out of his car and walk onto the roadway. She saw him get hit by a semi truck that was going one mph and he died. I tried to comfort her saying it might have meant that something different was about to happen, though secretly I knew differently. It seems now that the message of her dream was as I feared. Twould also be why I've the feeling of such dread.

I don't want anything to happen to him and I have been doing what I can on my end to work the energy to help heal him but it doesn't seem to be working. Please, please keep him in your thoughts and prayers for there are so many wonderful folks on here that I know there is a strong force to be reckoned with should we pull it together. This man...this giant gentle creature has saved more lives over the course of his lifetime than most doctor's do. He's birthed babes and worked frantically to make them well when they are sick. He is so special and I love him so much...that I would be so totally and completely broken without him. His name is Duncan.

Thank you for your every kindness,

Gwen

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Permalink Reply by Starrfire Price on April 2, 2009 at 11:41pm: Oh honey, I am so sorry to hear this news. Please know that he will be in my thoughts and workings. If you need to talk you have my number, call me anytime day or night. Much love & hugs to you both. Starr; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Nyx_DarkSky on April 3, 2009 at 12:12am: Gwen honey, as Starrfire said, you have our numbers... You need to talk we are both always here for you...

You are such wonderful and treasured friend in my life.. Please know you are in my heart, thoughts and prayers..

Biggggg Hugeee Hugsssss
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Permalink Reply by Gwendolynn on April 3, 2009 at 1:31am: I should have know the both of you would be so sweet with an offer to talk and I may take ya up on it. 'Tis a sad time for me and I'm trying so hard not to be down but he's off to bed and I'm in my alone time. I can truly say that it is an honour to have both of you as friends. hugs and love Gwen; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Ruthanne on April 2, 2009 at 11:44pm: I will light a candle for him right away.
I have to tell you, my stepmom had the same condition. Gwen, Wednesday is too far away! He needs the test now. Is there any way at all that he can have it done sooner???; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Gwendolynn on April 3, 2009 at 1:36am: If you would believe this...it has been this way with him for a month now..he's been going to work off and on because of budget meetings and a lot of other folks depend on him....but he's been reminded that we depend on him too. A doctor friend of ours has already called twice and told him that he should go sooner, as have I (knowing that pulmonary embolies are usual fatal), but the idiot doc scheduled it for wed and the Laird, being an astute pediatric er nurse knows he needs to go but he's just not doing it. He can be very stubborn at times...the Scot's in him ya know..; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Ruthanne on April 3, 2009 at 8:11am: Oh dear...yes, my grandfather (adoptive) was Scottish and though I never met him, they said he was very very stubborn! lol
We'll just have to do all we can here to make sure he's ok. You are both in my prayers!
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Permalink Reply by Seachain Aroon on April 2, 2009 at 11:44pm: Oh, dear Gwen, I am so sorry you are going through all this. I'll have you both in my heart and thoughts and ask for help from Divinity for you.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by d'Arqstar on April 2, 2009 at 11:48pm: I'm SO very sorry! I shall light a candle and send healing energies that there IS no embolism and maybe he just has a touch of pneumonia which can be taken care of with proper medication!
TRY to think positive thoughts! We're all here for you both!
BB
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Permalink Reply by Gwendolynn on April 3, 2009 at 1:36am: Aye Lady d'Arqstar I've work to do on the positive thoughts..I'm really trying..thanks lass for your kind words.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Noli on April 2, 2009 at 11:50pm: Candle is lit, you are both i my thoughts. Hang in there Hon.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Julie on April 2, 2009 at 11:51pm: My dear Lady Gwen, I will gladly do as you ask.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Gavyn in the green on April 2, 2009 at 11:55pm: I will light Lady Brigid's lamp for your husband, you, and your family.

Peace and blessings,

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