Recently I've been feeling as if the faith aspect of my lifestyle as a witch has become distant to me. I love and revere my gods, but I feel as if I'm floating further and further away from them, if that makes any sense. It's difficult to put into words, but it's like a religious apathy that's fallen over me, and, as an obvious result, it's causing my spell-crafting to suffer. I can't help myself, and I can't help others.
Well, a few days ago, my former teacher and friend began teaching Wicca at a local apothecary. I took the first two series of classes, and she is teaching the third level this spring. I congratulated her for getting back to teaching, and she invited me to continue my education in Wicca with her. I don't feel the class is a necessity, but I was wondering what everyone thought of the situation. Did the situation present itself to me because I'm meant to change paths? I didn't consider myself Wiccan for a long time; I worship the Celtic pantheon, but the sudden distance and difficulty in connecting with my gods has made me wonder if I need this change. How would you interpret this?