Hello everyone

I need some positive healing my way. I have been very depressed lately more than I ever have in my lifetime. My boyfriend and I broke up 2 weeks ago and I am taking it really hard. I wish him back every nite but I know I have to let him go. Which today I called him and told him that I don't hate him. Which I don't. I think I fell for him HARD and I don't usually fall for guys this hard before. I usually am over a brake up like 3 days to maybe a week. I still cry EVERYDAY and it is getting frustrating cuz I just want to stop. I know you can't control feelings but today I actually decided to let him be and if he comes back he comes back. I have never been like this in my lifetime. It is making me mad but I know I will be better in time. It just takes time. I know people come and go in our lives. I did my runes before him and I broke up and it said I will be going through some changes in my life that I may not be able to handle. Which I know this is it. besides me being out of work almost 3 weeks today. I have a lot of time on my hands right now. I am out of work due to leg pain and they want to do a MRI to investigate further and which I would of had it last week but some things got messed up. I getting paid still. Thank goddess! I have alot of sick time. So I really need a little assistance. thank you all soo much!

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Permalink Reply by Brigit on September 28, 2009 at 3:03am: Paganprincess,
Breakups can be really rough for everyone involved, even when it's for the better. I wish you the very best in your recovery.
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Permalink Reply by Ada on September 28, 2009 at 5:56am: I understand and my thoughts are with you.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by paganprincess on September 28, 2009 at 8:11pm: Hello everyone. I thought I let you know that I feel alot better today. have not felt sad or cried today. Which is a big turn around. I did my runes last nite and it told me patience and time. But alot of positive things happened to me today. I got a call from a job transfer that I applied for about over a month ago and I got an interview!!!! I am hoping I get the job and that will help my leg out better as I won't be on my feet nonstop. This will be great for me! I am so happy today. I have not been happy for a few weeks. something must of happened from me being really depressed to today. cuz i don't feel like i am dieing inside. I do still miss him and love him. I don't think he does me but what does that matter. I will get over it. But I feel great. thanks for all the positive thoughts and positive energy! It helped. I will give you heads up. If I don't cry tomarrow then I am definately doing better! Thank all of you!

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Permalink Reply by PamWiccan on October 6, 2009 at 7:13am: ~Magickal Graphics~
Sending many healing and positive energies your way.

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Permalink Reply by PamWiccan on October 19, 2009 at 1:02pm: ~Magickal Graphics~ My heart goes out to you my dear sister. It will pass, as I have been though your situation as I am sure so many other women have.

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