About me…well then but how much do you really want to know? Lets start with the basics shall we? My name is Neum. I am a 21-year-old male. I live in the barren land Arizona.
I am a big picture type of person but I love spontaneity. Music and writing are my passions in life. I play guitar, sing/scream and write many lyrics. I also have a great deal of other works such as novels and short stories that I will one day finish and see through to publishing. I am fucking eccentric! One thing you should always remember about me is that I see through you in every way. I see through your: stereotype, sex, hair, make-up, money, status, religion, ignorance, age, career, aditude, vices, addictions, clothes, body, and image. I can see past all that that is trivial. I can look you in the eyes and see into your fucking soul! I am not easily lied to. Going deeper now…I am obsessed with metaphysics and the occult. (Which really means simply the study of the unknown…despite what many Christians may think.) I feel my bed with meaning less sex and I play off the roll of not wanting to commit but in all truth I am a fucking hopeless romantic, and should I find any one worth committing to I would do so. I have thought that I had the right person before and ended up having it all fall apart. After every relation ship I’m in I become a shallow chauvinistic bastard for a while but it’s really just me shielding my self…getting more honest now…I drink a lot, smoke a lot, and party a lot. I am a critical thinker I think for my self and won’t ignorantly accept what is dictated to me as fact, truth or law. I am a true rebel! True Rebellion is not just an image or the careless indulgent manner in which one caries themselves…but more important it is remembering, believing, and fighting or acting for the cause behind these behaviors.
I’m not saying not to or to do any thing that you don’t want to. just stating the difference between people who conform to images of what has been observed as being rebellious and what is in the hearts of people who are rebellious thinkers by nature.( note they do some times coincide.) I’m a radical and so most of the time I fucking dress like one. But some days I’ll dress more extreme then others and I don’t feel that either way makes me or you any more or less “hardcore” or” true” It’s remembering what you stand for that counts and what you want out of life and the world that should mater (regardless of what ever your chosen path might be.) it should be what you stand for and what you do to aid that goal that is noted about your person not your social- eco status.
…Going deeper into the dark mindscape that is my psyche…I love all kinds of art. I am into the darker side of every thing. “For Light Is Dark and Dark Is Light and They Shall Always Be As One In the Same.” I’m into vampires at every level. I love music that is dark, heavy and fast! I’m into: punk rock, metal, rockabilly/psychobilly, industial and Goth rock! I’m into ancient Egypt and all: history, psychology, and sociology.(all things pertaining to knowledge) I’m into BDS&M I love rough sex and understand and love the dark and depraved thought processes behind the psychological reasons for all that is fetish. … What else is there you want to know about me? …I love to hang out with my friends, I love partying…I think about and analyze things a lot. I have a witty, sick, perverted, shameless, sarcastic sense of humor. If there is really some thing you want to know just ask me. As you can see I’m pretty damn open and honest about my self. May be you should fucking try it! …May be you already are in which case I’d like to meet you. ;)
Beliefs / Practices
Occultist, Spiritual but not Religious, Pagan, Witch, Wiccan, Mystic, Shaman, Other Spirituality, Heathen
I am an Occultist who studies and practices magick and energy work I study and practice many practices such as: Wicca,Thelema,Quabbalah,hermeticism,chaos magick and many more.
I enjoy playing my guitar and writting lyrics. I like to research the occult and hidden meanings of symbols. I am interested in things such as quantum physics,metaphysics, psychology and any other mechanism for designing and interpeting reality.
Nice to have some activity on this forum. Do you have MySpace? No, im not on the Path you suggesested, im Luciferian, in The Order of Phosphorus, though i think the name of the Path is irrelevant when it comes to bigger picture, right. You seem quite interesting guy, i liked your verbal skills when explaining about yourself in your site. Well, nice to have a new friend.
Oh, Frater is Latin and it means Brother, usual add before magickal name, and in my case it dont mean other than that.