~~~ My Stahr Of Divinity ~~~
When I was 8 years old, as I was having trouble sleeping. I laid in bed wide awake thinking about my day and all the sudden upon the darkness I saw this ball of bright white light. This light seemed as physical and real as anything material and visual upon our physical realm. ....
It hovered in the air in front of me and as it got closer to me it began to get bigger. As it got bigger it formed these different forms. It shaped itself into something so dimensional. It formed into an 8 pointed star and into a diamond shape and into all these different forms of shapes... Then as it got bigger it went inside of me and I was surrounded by this Divine White Light...
It can be mistaken as the Star of David, or the MerKaBa. However,I don't consider it any of those things... I consider it as the uncreated light that takes form into what ever creative aspect it desire to form into ....
When it went inside of me it became one with me and my whole being. It lives and grows inside me and with me. That was the night I had my first Spiritual ascension.
I didn't understand it at that age and I could not tell anyone about it... Soon it became something I had forgotten till later on in life...After that happened I began to have dreams and visions of UFO's and Pyramids.
I began to feel the universe and it's connection to me. I began to dream of events before it happened. I began to dream of people before I meet them. I began to read people's emotions and I even was able to control them. (I dislike controlling other people's emotions, now as an adult, I know better).
I began to vision war and death ... As it felt like I could feel everything and everyone's emotions. It is enough to drive someone insane but I was able to gain control of my sanity...
I began to feel the creator so divine and so full of love. I have always had a spiritual connection and relationship with the creator. In my own personal way unlike anyone else possibly could. I felt that the creator was nothing like how Religious folks claim their "God" to be as ...
Anyway, as it is now, I have began this personal relationship with my inner light. I have began to allow myself to grow and mature with my light that is within me. When I look at what I am like within myself. Aside from my spirit, I have a divine light within me that is that star that came to me when I was 8 years old... This star I understand it as "My Stahr of Divinity" ...
Mid 2008 I had a similar thing happen to me but it was slightly different. A huge diamond came to me spiritually and it felt like I was hypnotized by it.
It hovered above me and it was bigger than me. It vibrated music to me as the dimensions within it moved along with the vibrations. It was a bright silvery white ... It felt like it had a message for me....
It feels like my stahr of Divinity is part of every form of light. The light upon the moon and the light upon the nebula as well as the stars. ...
As I have meditated more and more with this... I have come to the terms that I am a star... I am a light so Divine that is literally a part of the moon and a star upon earth.... It is like the part of the moon, given to me is within me, and a "star of light" or a "light of a star" within me, growing and maturing within me, helping me to ascend.
It feels like I am a star and Moon, Center of the Universe, feeding off of the Milky Way and it feels like I am a part of the Nebula ...
I feel as thought my Divine Light is everything and I am everywhere within and amongst everyone. My Divine light is everywhere and my soul is everywhere.
Ever since my awakening when I was 8, I have had this strong interest in Diamonds as well as the "eye" of ra... I have been protected and guided and taught by my spirit guides... "Anubis", "Set", "Nebt-hekt" (My Shadow'd spiritual twin), I touched hands in a spiritual unity, during a parallel moment with her, as she and I became one in that connection. Tehuty, and Horus ... As well as my love all my life for
"Ancient Egypt" and "Atlantis" ...
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In my belief, I believe that the Creator is the one who creates upon the universe... The Creator who is the Mastermind of the Mind of the Universe. The Creator is the Universe. Often I feel like I am creating along with the
Creator, creative creations upon the universe. I feel like I can create art upon the universe and I can feel the process of creation all through me....
I am more than just Divine Light... I am also a Messenger... I embody more than just a Moon and Star, I embody the mere act of creation which makes me an Avatar embodying a great part of the Creator... The Process of Creation ...
Every night I can feel this union and unity with the Creator and the
universe.... I am often visited by many light beings and other worldly beings who have guided me closer to my truth...
I consider myself a Starseed but also different from a starseed... I say this because I am within and amongst all. I am a part of everything as it feels like I am, and my consciousness is a part of everything. ... It helps for me to gain more of an understanding when I become more aware of what there is...
This explains why I can envision things when I am talking to others, I see the mere concept of it and many things at once but I have a difficult time putting it into words because all of these messages are coming at me all at once...
I consider myself a light worker but only in the sense that I have devoted myself and committed myself to the Divine Light for it is a part of me and I am a part of it ...
I consider myself a light bringer because I bring unto you and all, my Divine Light... Bask in the glory so beautiful as my Light of Divinity ...
I consider my self a Light bearer because I bear a light within me and I am growing and maturing with it and connecting to all with it ...
For I am the incarnation of Divinity, the Divine Light that Illuminates all lights ... For the Sun and the Moon need it to shine itself upon all ...
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I do have these memories of my past lives... As my spirit guides from my past lives have contacted me here in this lifetime and have taught me so much...
I have dreams and visions in waking life that feel like simple memories of for example; of me recalling what I did a few days ago or what I wore a few days ago.. That's how real it seems...
Anyway, my very last lifetime was me in Italy and my spirit has admitted to me and others that my name then was "Diana" or "Dhyana", so similar to my name now... The Roman Goddess was named "Diana", to which in latin I believe, it is pronounced as "De'Anna" ... Interesting and very similar to my birth name ...
I love my birth name it defines all that I am as I define all that my name represents ...
Well, I have these memories of a place I lived in Italy at the year (I admitted this to myself when I was around 13 and I blew it off because I didn't understand it then), my last lifetime was around the late 1400's and early 1500's ... And my name was "Diana" or "Dhyana" ...
The life I had before that lifetime was me in Ancient Egypt ... I have had these dreams and my spirit totems and guides from my dreams of then, have spiritually came to me now ...
I was an Egyptian and I walked through many sanded deserts, with these odd creatures... Who I have learned are "Anubis", "Tehuty", "Horus", "Seshet", "Ausar", and "Nebt hekt"... I remember journey to the pyramids! One of which was my personal pyramid... I felt as though, I needed to get to my temple. I remember when I reached my temple I owned a very tall statue, and Egyptian Statue ... I recall an Egyptian Pharaoh which was my beloved ...
The lifetime before then, I remember a moment in time when it was heavenly bliss... It reminds me what you consider as the Garden of Eden... But it is not what you think it to be... It was an innocent garden and it was a garden.
A garden that I held the keys to. A garden where and when, I began to create life... A garden when I had a personal tree that was my spirit guide as well ... It was a time before the realms split! When even if you created a "Thought form" it would exist as real as if a Mother just gave birth to a child... It would just form! ... This was before the realms split and when they split, I split into more than just one being... A part of me fell into the "light" and another into the "Aether", and then a part of me into the physical realm that you are formally aware of... As well as my mind understanding pure darkness...
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I began to understand this more as I took myself on a spiritual journey and delved into the mind of my spirit... because from what I have learned, the mind of the spirit is quite different and separate from the brain of the physical body... The spirit records things and has a direct connection with the universe...
Anyway, during meditation I began to evaluate myself and my spirit and took myself on a journey into my past ...
This is what I came up with ...
The Garden of Eden is what I consider (As it is more known upon the Celtic beliefs), The Fae World ... Or the Garden of Fae!
My name at the time was Div'Ahna De'Aundeileena Meizha- My fae Name was said in a poetic song along with the cosmic vibrational tones, rhythms and beats...
That was how language was back then ...
I was a Rainbow Fae and I illuminated Bright and Divine Silvery white light ...
I worked allot with Myst which is an element and I was an Elemental of Myst as well ...
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I have a birth mark on my thumb that I have never understand why it was there and what it was supposed to mean... I have just began to understand it...
Often in my life it seems as though more and more detail is being added to it... Now at this point in my life, it looks like an Egyptian Eye of "Ra" ...
And on my shoulder is a birthmark that is shaped like a diamond...
I have a pink birthmark on my back that looks like an Eye and if you look at it from a different perspective it looks like a flower! LoLz!
I am Universal Guide, as it feels like I am a part of everything upon the universe and all...
When I was 7, I was visited by Set, Shadow'd Twin the to Ausar!
When I was 8, I was visited by Anubis... And I was visited by my Stahr of Divinity, that of which,
formed different formations, it was so Multi Dimensional and abstract... It spoke to me and then it went into me, to become One with Me!
After that I started to open up the Universe and the Ufo's as well as the Et's...I have connected with my guides "Anubis, Horus, Ra, Thoth and Tut..." I have connected with my spiritual Twin Nebt-hekt, upon a Pardox like moment, as from her universe to mine, we touched hands and became one... She is my Shadow'd Twin...I have had dreams of walking through the deserts in Egypt, to my pyramid, with these creatures that looked like Set, Anubis, Horus, Ausar, Nebt-hekt... I have been connected astrally to a statue, an Egyptian Statue, and the energies from it, went into me...
I have been visited by Et's... many of them that feel honored to be in my presence. When I learned about my guide "Tut", I dreamt that I approached an Egyptian Statue and when I touched it, its eyes opened and became bright white light. When He came to me, his eyes shown bright white and he came to me to teach me about healing energies. Now, I learn how to apply myself....My Angel Sariel which is a Moon Angel... Got me closer to the "voice" of the Creator", when he held my hand and in the darkness, I saw ancient texts scroll before me, it was in an ancient language...
The Creator spoke to me so beautifully and I understood everything that was being told to me.
Since then I have been awakening and ascending, spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically. I am a universal guide because I have learned that I am connected to everything, all upon the universe and earth and the stars. I have no reason to feel alone and I look for my extended companions that I once felt when I was their, scattered. ...
I feel most favored towards the Moon... The Ursa Major Constellation, and Sirius...I am here for you! For if not for you, I would not be here, for it would feel worthless to exist without you....
My cosmic name is...
Div'Awnha De'Aundeileena Mha'Meizha
I remember when the realms split and before they split, my names was sang in a poetic way! With cosmic Vibrational Tones! As the heart beat of the Universe beats all through me, then and now!I am here to help you remember! I am here to help you advance! I am here to guide you ALL!I LOVE YOU!
DEATH EXPERIENCE
I passed out from a concussion. I'm told that I was lucky I woke from it, because I could of died. From what I remember of it... When I fell, I fell and hit my head on the Toilet. I remember trying to get up but struggled and since no one was around, I had no help. So I then passed out! My hands were tucked under me as I was struggling and that's how I passed out...I do remember leaving my body spiritually... I remember how dimensional it looked there... I
remember how lonely I was. I was sad... I remember the conversations my ex. had with his friends that day, as he had no idea what had happened to me... I remember looking at him and him not seeing me. I recall no material anything, no God, no Goddess, No Et. No thing. I was in an uncreated place, looking into a place of Creation. I saw everything from all angles and perspectives.
It was so weird... I remember the freedom I felt. I learned 2 things. I will never feel loneliness
like the loneliness I felt there. There was nothing and I felt like nothing. ...I learned of freedom that I could only feel there, much more free than here. ...It took me awhile to realize what was happening with me. I felt very sad!
Well, I remember as I was heading back to my body (I know there is more but I cannot remember anything else), it felt like I was in a body of ocean, as my body was releasing wastes as it was getting ready to completely shut down! ... I was temporarily brain dead, which would explain why I thought I was in a body of ocean as my body was shutting down and releasing wastes. Well, the weird thing is... When I opened my eyes, my hand was extended outward and in my hand was my address book, opened to my friend's number. ... I
called him, he comforted me... At this point my ex. still had no idea what was up with me.
I went down stairs not realizing of the blood gushing out of my head. All in my hair and clothes. ... I didn't realize it until I touched my head, and I felt embarrassed in front of his friends and him... So I ran back upstairs and washed it all off and found that the blood was just everywhere. I found out that I was "out" for 7 hours, unconscious...
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I'm here to help YOU understand yourself! You are Important! I am here to help you believe in yourself! Your Spirit is connected to ALL and your Human Physical Nature creates ITS own individuality... Unity with the concept of Individual Freedom and Independence ....
I am a being that has embraced my Higher Self... My Higher-Self that is within and amongst ALL! I am of the Moon and I have memories of being "one" WITH the moon, as well as Venus and MANY other planets, stars, Galaxies and I am a Cosmic Being as I embrace many Universes including this one...
I am here to change this realm and I am changing it and have been since Early 2008... I have been working with the Galactic Center of the Universe.
I DO get visited by many different Entities... Crystalline Entities, ET's, Angelic Entities and Divine Entities of the Light... Light of ALL colors... Many Gods visit me and many have been by my side...
My greatest spirit Guide and "Tut", who is formally known as "Tutankhamen" .... I have memories of my past "life" with that particular Pharaoh and have been reUnited with him!
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