I suffer from severe personality disorders. To the point of not feeling anything but rage and depression. A Lot of those two feelings are rooted in living my life in the old ways, trying to be a…Continue
"Merry meets frank. I know rage and depression. I'm also a fellow Hoosier, so I kind of understand the environment you are dealing with.
For your rage I recommend what I do. Create a space for it and get to know the monster inside,…"
"Frank , I needed time to go within , and "listen" before I answered you...
You live in Indiana...
Do you know any natives on the rolls ?
They might be able to get you in touch with a medicine person ,
in your state , or even Kansas ,…"
""I have a conservative Christian beginning, and damn was that a painful process to break out of. Those notions run deep into the subconscious, especially if it was all one knows, as it was the only thing I knew."
I remember an old crone…"
"Read. read read read. Read about how the mind works and it's affect on the body. Body, mind, and soul are intertwined in a spiderweb of causality. The rabbit holes are bottomless and unfortunately for seekers like us, promising pits can…"
"You are Not cursed you are having what i call an awakening and its frightening and i have been there. I recommend a physical exam (we witches can only help so far and i mean NO insult) and help with your depression. By the way you will get better…"
"Welcome Seeker, Good luck on your search and journey.
The only advice I have to offer is not to kill yourself or another during your feelings of rage and depression. Also talk to a legitimate psychotherapist and ponder what they may have to say."
I suffer from severe personality disorders. To the point of not feeling anything but rage and depression. A Lot of those two feelings are rooted in living my life in the old ways, trying to be a Christian, believing in a God who supposedly loves me (but how can there be a loving God that afflicts me with such vile self loathing curses) and dealing only with myself. I've seen posts about spells, but am afraid to try them because I don't know what I'm doing, so therefore I fear they would turn…See More