I was born in San Diego, Ca. I moved to Utah when I was 11, I graduated from Bingham High School in 01, I moved back to San Diego just after graduating, I realized I wasn't Mormon that I was bi and that I was polyamourous and that all that was okay and that I'm still a good person, I moved back to Utah about a year and a half later, I dated an abusive ass for two years then I walked in on him cheating in our living room, I moved back in to my parents house and then shortly there after started dating my current fiance who is amazing and I love him (his name is Eric) (it's kinda weird that polyamourous/bisexual me, ended up in a committed monogamous relationship with a guy lol but you can't help who you fall for)
I'm an open book ask me anything and I probably have an answer. Above all I believe in being a good person and that what I do will come back to me three times stronger than I sent it out.
My tentative wedding date is October 31, 2009 we don't have much planned for it other than that it will be a Pagan ceremony.
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Favorite Books
the mists of avalon
the bell jar
tess of the d'ubervilles
the harry potter books
the anita blake books
the merry gentry books
the sword of truth books
Book of Shadows by Phyllis Currot, To ride a silver broomstick, Scott Cunningham's guide and further guide to the solitary practitioner, nocturnal witchcraft and gothic grimoire, faery wiccan parts one and two, wicca a-z by Gerina Dunwitch
Beliefs / Practices
Pagan, Wiccan, Heathen
Other Beliefs/Practices
I've considered myself wiccan for years, however I'm currently studying asatru (both alone and with the northern wisdom kindred of Utah cause they started holding this amazing asatru 101 class taught by the gothi)
When I first found paganism I held strongly and tightly to the Celtic path because of my affinity with fairies or faeries, but three years ago at pagan pride day the norse gods started jumping in my face shouting, "look at us, look at us"
so currently I'm stuck somewhere between wiccan and asatru.
Hobbies
crafting, blogging, cuddling, talking, belly dancing, reading, role-playing games
Heroes
Ed Begley, Robert Smith, my parents, Jewel, my friend Rowsdower
the ones I'd list to be silly would be: Chuck Norris, Andrew Jackson, Jean Reneau, and Cthulu, but I'd be kidding totally about those last four.
Likes
Subcultures and Counter Cultures of all different types...goth/raver/punk/emo/hippy/nerd/steam punk/gamer/indie hipster/cyberpunk and more......Fashion Design,languages,Japan,France,Eco Nut, Fantasy, Elves, Fairies, Dragons, Wizards, Tarot, Wicca, Religions, D.I.Y., Deconstruction, Distressed, Sexuality, Anime, Music, Manga, Obscurity, Collecting, Bare feet,Corsettes, Wintergreen, Hemp Cloth, Organic, Painting, Drawing, Art, Crafts, Scrap booking, Crocheting,tattoos, piercings, repurposing, Reclaimed, Goggles, Hair Falls, Arm warmers, Decora, Gothic Lolita, Sweet Lolita, Punk Lolita, pop culture, Vegetarian, Vegan, Celtic knot-work, dragonflies, celeb-reality tv shows, guilty pleasures, my ipod, computers, a+, programming, poetry, bad goth poetry, slave labor graphics, JTHM, drum circles, covens, makeup, Juggalos, face paint, fishnet, school girl skirts, cos play, l.a.r.p., cuddles, randomness, candles, Padh Thai noodles, sushi, red bean pastries, Hummus, pita bread, falafel, tabbouleh, couscous, mizo soup, Yakisoba, Harajuku, Baby The Stars Shine Bright, Amy Brown, Josephine Wall, Coffee Shops, Italian Soda, Glitter, glow in the dark, gays, lesbianism, gay pride, gay marriage, polyamoury, love, drama, vampires, grave yards, haunted places, aliens, politics, the green party, low voc paint, reusable grocery bags, reduce, reuse, recycle, sustainable, my cell phone, friends, family, hanging out, getting dressed up, books, solar power, wind power, electric cars, hybrids, living off the grid, botany, herbology, aromatherapy, essential oils, holistic, self medication, secret societies, tolerance, cats, Kevin Smith, Faux Fur, white wolf, world of darkness, world of warcraft, horde, Rockabilly, Pshychobilly, the 1980's, the sky, night time, eclectic, sheep, wool, dying wool, dyed hair, cocktails, Burlesque, comics, lists, Absinthe, Circus Tents, Belly Dance, antiques, aristocracy, costumes, roleplaying games, surrealism, top hats, mini top hats, Zines, fag hags, heterosexual men who can appreciate a big ass on a woman, helping people, saving the world, cyberpunk, Steampunk, Dieslpunk, Bodgering, Tinkers, Aether, Airship Pirates, Gears, Showing off, Georgian, Victorian, Edwardian
Dislikes
People who are mean for no good reason, bad manners, Intolerance, Being alone, Heights, bugs that aren't cartoons, being yelled at, the extreme cold or the extreme heat, being bored, the pressure in my knees when a storm is coming, period cramps, the salt lake city bus system, sports, eating red meat, tension headaches,
How did you find PaganSpace?
I was at the asatru 101 class my local kindred was putting on and the ladies that were part of the kindred said I should check it out.
Nothing is stupid because it's just what your parents know, you weren't born with an instruction manual tattooed on you behind and we parents just do the best we can out of love. It is your life, have you looked into temporary companies yet, they can put you to work right away or train you on any software you need to go to work, and sometimes those jobs turn into permanent positions. I did it for years just because I liked to say hey, I don't want to work on this week, and they'd say okay call when you're ready to go back to work... You might check that out. And if you two have love it will work out either way... I know it's not easy and it's frustrating, but you're here now, so many of us will help and I'll be here for you Jacqueline.... email me personally at tesslea@msn.com if you need, want to or just feel like it.
I never wanted children either, until I was about 25 as well... and then the same thing. I'd always been around kids and babysat through my teen years a lot. It's a difficult situation when one of you wants a baby and the other doesn't, it is a huge undertaking a lifetime undertaking but from the moment you find out the tot is on it's way there is nothing in the world like it. And once the baby is born, I never knew what I was truly capable of until I held my first in my arms... my children are my heroes they have made me the woman I am today without them I don't know what kind of human being I'd be. It is, however a decision to made together... you may want to just talk to him about it. Men don't really understand that clock we hear ticking, they don't have one so they are sort of clueless. Good luck with that decision, it is a life changing one for sure. Blessings Friend ~!
The kids are now 16, 12 and 9, all very active and with so many friends... most weekends I am at home all alone and spend most of my time here... my house is a disaster zone and I care and want it cleaned up but I am the only one here to do so. I gave up cleaning because no one helps but they all make messes. When they were little we were all always together, every night and every weekend. It's been difficult getting used to not really being needed at all by anyone. I think when the kids are gone, it will take some time before my husband and I get to know each other again... hope it works. Sometimes I think life is what we make it and other times I believe that life makes us what and who we are, not sure which is which lately. Blessings Jacqueline ~!
I'm usually here quite a bit Jacqueline and you are welcome to pm me to chat anytime. I know exactly how you feel, my kids are getting older and are always out with friends and the hubby is never home, this time he left jan 5th and is coming home for 2 days and then gone again. It gets tedious and often very depressing as all my friends are very far away or out of state. This place has really helped me feel not so alone in the world. Blessings of the Day ~!
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Nyx DarkSky
make yourself at home here there is good info and good hometown folks around here alot of groups to help you along your path i have one called (CRYSTAL HEALING FAMILY) we explore the uses of the mineral kingdome for healing and other uses. check us out if you like i do a thought of hte week for friends on my list here on paganspace i will leave you with one
enjoy your stay as long as you are here.
THOUGHT OF THE WEEK 1-9-9
FINDING SOUL FRIENDS ALONG OUR PATH (NOT MATES) IS A BONUS THEY USEALY COME FROM COMMON GROUND THEY SEE OUR STREANGTH AND THEY COME ALONG TO INCOUAGE US TO KEEP GOING SOMETIMES WITH A WORD SOMETIMES WITH A ACTION YOUR SPIRIT CALLS OUT AND OUR SPIRIT HEARS IT SO WE MOVE INTO YOUR PATH AND WALK WITH YOU AS LONG AS YOU NEED US OR I NEED THEM. TIME MEANS NOTHING IN THESE SITUATIONS YOU JSUT DO IT WHEN WE MOVE TO OTHER FRIENDS OR LOCATIONS AND LOOSE TOUCH ITS NOT THAT THE FRIENDSHIP HAS ENEDED ITS A SIMPLE AS THEY ARE HEADING TO THERE NEXT STAGE IN LIFE AND WE/THEY HAVE HELPED.IN WAYS THAT THE SPIRIT ONLY KNOWS THE TRUE DEPTH OF THAT HELP.
SO IF YOU WALK ALONG AND YOU SEE SOMEONE YOU CLICK WITH LOOK A LIL DEEPER AT THEM SEE WHERE YOUR COMMON GROUND IS AND HOW YOU CAN HELP EACHOTHER ALONG YOUR PATH AS FRIENDS THIS ADVICE WORKS IF YOU TAKE IT I HAVE PROVEN TIME AND AGAIN WITH EACH OF YOU MY SOUL FRIENDS
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Blessings of the Day ~!
I'm usually here quite a bit Jacqueline and you are welcome to pm me to chat anytime. I know exactly how you feel, my kids are getting older and are always out with friends and the hubby is never home, this time he left jan 5th and is coming home for 2 days and then gone again. It gets tedious and often very depressing as all my friends are very far away or out of state. This place has really helped me feel not so alone in the world. Blessings of the Day ~!
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PaganSpace has such a diverse group of people, here everyone fits right in... So, don't be a stranger.. Pop into a few discussions, or if you have a pagan question, or something you are wanting to know more about, start your own discussion..
For New Member Help, check out the [New PaganSpace Members] group listed in the groups section at the top of the screen, or copy and past to a browser --- http://www.paganspace.net/group/newusers
Have a Very Blessed and Magickal Day
Your New Friend,
Nyx DarkSky
www.Pagan-Mart.com
make yourself at home here there is good info and good hometown folks around here alot of groups to help you along your path i have one called (CRYSTAL HEALING FAMILY) we explore the uses of the mineral kingdome for healing and other uses. check us out if you like i do a thought of hte week for friends on my list here on paganspace i will leave you with one
enjoy your stay as long as you are here.
THOUGHT OF THE WEEK 1-9-9
FINDING SOUL FRIENDS ALONG OUR PATH (NOT MATES) IS A BONUS THEY USEALY COME FROM COMMON GROUND THEY SEE OUR STREANGTH AND THEY COME ALONG TO INCOUAGE US TO KEEP GOING SOMETIMES WITH A WORD SOMETIMES WITH A ACTION YOUR SPIRIT CALLS OUT AND OUR SPIRIT HEARS IT SO WE MOVE INTO YOUR PATH AND WALK WITH YOU AS LONG AS YOU NEED US OR I NEED THEM. TIME MEANS NOTHING IN THESE SITUATIONS YOU JSUT DO IT WHEN WE MOVE TO OTHER FRIENDS OR LOCATIONS AND LOOSE TOUCH ITS NOT THAT THE FRIENDSHIP HAS ENEDED ITS A SIMPLE AS THEY ARE HEADING TO THERE NEXT STAGE IN LIFE AND WE/THEY HAVE HELPED.IN WAYS THAT THE SPIRIT ONLY KNOWS THE TRUE DEPTH OF THAT HELP.
SO IF YOU WALK ALONG AND YOU SEE SOMEONE YOU CLICK WITH LOOK A LIL DEEPER AT THEM SEE WHERE YOUR COMMON GROUND IS AND HOW YOU CAN HELP EACHOTHER ALONG YOUR PATH AS FRIENDS THIS ADVICE WORKS IF YOU TAKE IT I HAVE PROVEN TIME AND AGAIN WITH EACH OF YOU MY SOUL FRIENDS
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