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slowly the fields rise... rolling hills of green and stone structures breaking past the horizon bring forth your offerings, the sacrifice begins. a searing heat races down your throat but you cannot stop will not stop. your body moves as if by ...
October 21
casey jones you better...watch your speed
October 20
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Does anyone here on this lovely online community know of any Feri teachers in the Florida area? I've been doing some research and the majority are in the west coast, the closest teacher to me is in the NE area. I've recently started getting active...
October 19
For those of us full of spit,fire and hot blood!! NOT FOR GOODY TWO SHOES!!
October 18
Jessyka Shadow added 10 photos to the album 'Artwork'
October 18
research...research....more research....busybusybusybodiesbusyallthetime
October 18
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God Herself. Maniacal laughter breathes it's ferocious scent through my internal passageways a cold shiver explodes down my spine through my hands the warm glow of this blessing settle lightly atop my head Home? I ask...home is where the heart...
October 18
Jessyka Shadow updated their profile
September 9
shake it like a polaroid picture
September 9
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June 27
Jessyka Shadow added a discussion to the group New Witches, Wiccans, Pagans Unite
Hey everyone, this will be my first discussion started in this group, but I have a serious question about our literature. I've been doing a lot of reading lately, I just finished The Mists of Avalon by Marion Zimmer Bradley, and I'm moving onto St...
June 20
Do you live in Florida? Let's network. [Friend me when you get in]
May 20
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So when do you follow your heart and when do you follow what's probably the "safest" bet? Should you have to sacrifice your happiness, your sense of self and sanity all for a little financial security? Or do you throw it out the window and risk n...
April 17
Jessyka Shadow added a blog post
I may have just had on of my first "flashbacks" in the "waking" world...I was watching a Youtube video on Beltaine and as soon as the music started playing i felt like I was being hypnotized...I guess that's a little bit of an exaggeration...but i...
March 31

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Relationship Status:
In a Relationship
Age
20
Astrological Sign
Sagittarius
About Me:
I'll make this as short and sweet as possible ( I don't know about the short part), I'm a student, currently going on my 4th quarter (finishing up my first year) in college, I've found the love of my life, my Twin Flame. I'm an artist, an actor, a dancer, and a thinker (according to the Myers-Briggs Personality Test I'm an INFP-Healer). I don't currently follow any paths (yet), and for now I'm just going on what I've figured out first hand.

Since I was young (heard that one before!), I've had an unhealthy obsession with all things mystical and magical, and to this day my parents still try to destroy the books I use to study and learn from (this week it's Three Books of Occult Philosophy, and The World of Shamanism; New Views of an ancient tradition).

All in all I'm very laid back, not looking to try and start up any romantic relationships, rather, I'd like to find and develop relationships that would help me grow as a spiritual individual, and hopefully I'd be lucky to have the same effect passed on to whoever I become close to.

Like I said, I don't follow any certain set of beliefs, but I'm working really hard on developing my own, and what feels right to me. Starting in high school...I think I probably got mixed up with the wrong people, they kind of tainted my essence (if that makes any sense). I was filled with these ideas about WHAT I was, but not WHO...and WHO I am is much more important than WHAT I am.

Hopefully, I learn and experience enough to be able to meld those aspects of myself together.

Anywho, I don't bite so if you want to get in touch with me about anything, sex, drugs, rock-n-roll, politics, the blue pill or the red, that dress or this one I'm around and willing.

Peace, Love, and Light
My Facebook
Favorite Books
As a general rule of thumb, I don't have a favorite book per say, rather favorite authors...I read a lot so it's hard to kep track of all the stories sometimes!
I'm a HUGE Laurell K. Hamilton fan (author of the Anita Blake Vampire series), so anything having to do with Anita Blake. I started reading Robert Jordan's the Wheel of Time series in the 6th grade and fell in LOVE with the story (RIP Mr. Jordan), I try to re-read all the books at least twice a year. Dean Koontz, Simon R. Green...Michael Laimo (Dead Souls), Greg Iles (In the Footprints of God), Shakespeare, Steven King (The Watchtower series)...I literally could go on forever...
Beliefs / Practices
Occultist, Spiritual but not Religious, Pagan, Witch, Heathen
Other Beliefs/Practices
I try to meditate at least once a day (still learning), as well as do a good amount of introspection. I try not to judge others and am working very hard at accepting myself and others as they are, not what I want them to be.
Hobbies
acting, graphic design, day dreaming, going to the beach, talking about religion (in a non-violent peaceful way) reading, writing in general, window shopping, hanging out playing video games and just taking a step back and BREATHING
Heroes
my dad is a TREMENDOUS inspiration to me not only now, but as a child growing up. He is my knight in shining armor, and I can NEVER be thankful enough to him for all the times he's stepped in for me and backed me up.
Ms. Prieto, my high school american history teacher/psychology teacher, she opened my eyes to SELF discovery, kid of put me on the right track I guess
My fiance, who has put up with all the craziness of loving me and still hasn't changed his mind! He brings out both the worst and best of me, just as I do for him, and he's able to heal those horrible parts of me, just as I do for him
Likes
Incense (clove and patchouli) my journal, my baby pink blanket that I recently uncovered from my childhood, dark colors, some bright ones, reading about serial killers, dancing, listening to music, any kind of music. Being alone, being with my fiance, surrealism, street & guerilla theatre, performance art, daydreaming
Dislikes
condescending tones, close-mindedness, lack of respect human being in general, dealing with my mother, lack of job=lack of money=lack of independence, being left alone. Lying....friends who turn out to not really be your friends at all
How did you find PaganSpace?
I really don't remember...OH YEAH my meetup group posted it in the message board "move over myspace, now they're paganspace!"

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Jessyka Shadow

final thoughts before slumberland

slowly the fields rise... rolling hills of green and stone structures breaking past the horizon

bring forth your offerings, the sacrifice begins.

a searing heat races down your throat but you cannot stop will not stop.

your body moves as if by a puppeteer's string
your body aches and pains yet you keep. on. going. keep. on. dancing

I AM HERE she says DAUGHTERS AND MOTHERS AND SISTERS I AM HERE
tears stream down the ashy face of a girl who once dreamt of finding a place to call home...a circl… Continue

Posted on October 21, 2009 at 1:49am — 1 Comment

Jessyka Shadow

I have found my way.

God Herself.

Maniacal laughter breathes it's ferocious scent through my internal passageways

a cold shiver explodes down my spine through my hands

the warm glow of this blessing settle lightly atop my head

Home? I ask...home is where the heart is

Breath deep...deep...deeper

Can you feel it? can you feel it's pulse the rhythm that flows through our veins
The ecstasy that tours our frame
Our life force

It's more than magic
More than what we could ever dream of

It is fire
passion
fea… Continue

Posted on October 18, 2009 at 3:32pm —

Jessyka Shadow

So when do you follow your heart and when do you follow what's probably the "safest" bet? Should yo…

So when do you follow your heart and when do you follow what's probably the "safest" bet?

Should you have to sacrifice your happiness, your sense of self and sanity all for a little financial security? Or do you throw it out the window and risk not making it alone? In fact knowing that you only have less than a 1% chance on making it...

How do you come back from that? How do you survive? Continue

Posted on April 17, 2009 at 9:35pm —

Jessyka Shadow

Is this how it happens?

I may have just had on of my first "flashbacks" in the "waking" world...I was watching a Youtube video on Beltaine and as soon as the music started playing i felt like I was being hypnotized...I guess that's a little bit of an exaggeration...but it's the closest thing I have to describing it. I saw myself dancing around a huge bonfire, it would switch from a 1st person perspective to that of a detached "floaty" view every once in a awhile. It was night out, and I couldn't tell if I was skyclad o… Continue

Posted on March 31, 2009 at 5:30pm —

Jessyka Shadow

Mhm

Went to a few meetups yesterday, twas loads of fun (really). Chile's afterwards (which again was loads of fun). Learned a lot from everyone there, I feel so blessed to have found such a great and positive group dynamic to surround myself with.

I told everyone hi for you Karen :) next week we're planning something for during the week, get in contact with Cynthia or Robyn for details, because as always, I'm the least informed of the group when it comes to things like that hahaha.

I wish I had so… Continue

Posted on March 9, 2009 at 12:32pm —

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At 7:03pm on October 19, 2009, Nalaya said…
I saw your thread on the discussion forum, however it was malfunctioning and I didn't get a good reading out of it. I did manage to reload it enough times to see that Carey ( forgive me if I've mangled that) gave some very good advise. I wish you good luck with your journey on the hidden path.
At 5:20pm on October 19, 2009, PamWiccan said…
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Thank you for your kind words of my page. I love yours also. Have a very blessed evening my sister :)
At 7:27pm on June 25, 2009, Sir Chandan a.k.a. Sir CeeGee said…
Hello my friend... Please go through my profile and feel free toadd me if it is fine with you. :-)
Thanks & regards;
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Yahoo= ceegee29 ( I always prefer communicating here)
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At 11:09am on March 27, 2009, Dragon said…
If you like Anita Blake Series and Robert Jorden,look at Brian Lumley(Necroscope series) Kim Harrison,and Terry Goodkind(Sword Of Truth Series)
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At 8:28am on March 5, 2009, Eterno said…
It would be all kinds of awesome if you could pick me up for the meet-up. =)
Thanks!!!
At 7:48pm on March 3, 2009, ANIMALL!! said…
Had to drop by and say hello to a little sister from Ft. Lauderdale. Welcome to our world and you should remember this always, Paganspace is what you make of it and we are glad you are here!!
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At 6:09pm on March 2, 2009, Sir Llwyd said…

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