The more I’m piecing things together, the scarier it’s starting to sound and I don’t know what’s going on or what to do. Lately over the past month or so I’ve been under more mental pressure than…Continue
I'm very open to ideas and suggestions. I have anxiety and depression. I have a very hard time with starting and keeping up conversations with people, especially new people and new friends. I also…Continue
I've been having this feeling of needing something in my practice, it's been on and off since I started my path when I was about 17 or 18. Everything I do is elemental based and I don't have any kind…Continue
I have three tarot/oracle decks.
The first one I got a couple years ago is my wisdom of the house of night cards, an oracle deck, I've always been really close to her and she is very much like a brutally honest best friend to me (yes my deck is a girl, she has very feminine vibes I don't know, its weird) but she has her own personality, I guess all my cards kind of do but me and wisdom are just connected...? Especially when I just start shuffleing and my mind wanders off, the card that…
I've been feeling kind of lost and tired lately. I've lost interest in pretty much everything, and things I should be overly excited for might get a smile out of me for a small bit of time. I feel like I've lost control of my life and I'm just on autopilot. I feel like I haven't done or achieved anything and everyone is just moving past me with their lives and there a nothing I can do to get myself out of this sort of state of mind. But it's not just my mind, its my body too, its breaking…Continue
The nopes is kind of a state I've been in for a while, just in this bland boring cycle of just nope. The nope happens when any actual decision needs to be made. Even if its something I would want to do, it turns into a nope. I've become a nope. Nopeing to and from work, nopeing in an out of sleep. Just saying nope to everything around me. Procrastination helps the nopes nope. And so does fear and sadness. Its like a gang of negativeness, nope is the the leader though. With nope all the…Continue