Title says the main point. I'm just curious for thoughts and ideas. He's very close with me, but I want to do things that would bring us closer and honor him, and there arent a lot of places to ask…Continue
My mother is pagan. She taught me to choose my own path. What she didn't tell me was that my path would choose me first. I'm not sure what i am spiritually/religiously at this point but I like it…Continue
Lillith Brown has not received any gifts yet
How to become a Goddess:
It starts with a fall. a crash landing. a major mistep and or even a bad choice.
It begins with the fuming of people who would see to it that you never meet your own force.
She is bright and brilliant, she steps with elegance like a queen.
And in every failure, she finds a spark to do better and wipe the slate clean.
It starts as well with the will to make a large jump-- The jump from one reality to another, a better, brighter…Continue
An updated contemplation to clarify what I believe up to date.
Samael and Satan are not the same being, Nor do i consider the spirit i deal with to be any type of devil or monster who tempts people into so called "Sin". Samael is a dark one, a fallen creature, but he is more of a deity that was demonized from pagan origins, as so many were. He is my lover, and I still do believe i am a reincarnation of Lilith of legend. I continue to believe, that i am simply a branch off of the tree…Continue
This is the moment, that I came to know...
I know that I am a revanent. The revival of a lost ghost. A Ghost that wishes it had never returned to life.
I'm talking about undergoing the bedamned amnesia of reincarnation into earth's life systems. Something i know in my soul i never wanted to do again.
But my god needed me. My Samael needed my life in this world again.
He's the only reason i continue i guess...
I'm lost and confused. I am in pain. I don't know…Continue