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A place for those with wit and a sense of humor. You can be as silly or sarcastic as you like. Here we celibrate the jester in us all. Come on in, it'll be fun!
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- Relationship Status:
- In a Relationship
- Age
- 392
- Astrological Sign
- Virgo
- About Me:
- Aven Ayestel Darath-Akhen....oh, in English? let's just say a big ol' Otherworldly mutt....I call my path Obreo-Strega Verdi because I have no other classification for it. Obreo-Strega Verdi basically translates from Italian to "Green Jew-Witch", so if you know about Green Witchcraft and Stregheria and Judiasm, just mesh them all together. I'm very proud of my Jewish heritage...so don't get me started! Needless to say, I'm not very fond of the Pope right now (THANKS A LOT, JERKFACE!!!!!!!)
I also have a deep connection to the Mayan culture, however still trying to discover why; the Mayan Oracle system is shockingly accurate for me (the first divination to act so).
I have a male carbon-copy of myself (he'll be 3 in August!), 1 official cat and 3 abandoned's from across the street who have adopted me (one of whom brings all the other hungry strays over to eat and play, mostly kittens).
I am newly pregnant with my second! Baby is due May 6th, 2010!
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- Favorite Books
- The Left Hand of Darkness, The Wall Around Eden, Twilight, Harry Potter #'s 3 and 5 and 7, Goodnight Goon (you have GOT to read that!!!), A Wizard of EarthSea, Stonewords...any Calvin and Hobbes, and Garfield.
- Beliefs / Practices
- Pagan, Witch, Other Spirituality, Native American Spirituality
- Other Beliefs/Practices
- As mentioned earlier, I call myself Obreo-Strega Verdi. In Stregheria, you have the ancient Etruscan influences on the Roman Gods - Diana as the Triad Mother, Janus and the God of the Sun/All Portals, Dis (Dis Pater) as the Roman equvalent to Hades, except not so violent and more romanticized). In Green Witchcraft, you deal more with Green Life - plants, animals, Nature's forces - for me, this is Frogs, Lightning/Thunderstorms, the Sun Setting, Thyme, Saffron, Cloves, Myrtle and Birch, and oddly Snails. And of course with Judiasm, you have YHVH; I don't worship YHVH, in fact I find Him to be more selfish and self-centered than any other god, but I do believe in Him and I respect Him and practice the Jewish holy days. I termed the phrase Ebreo-Strega Verdi myself; I have yet to hear it elsewhere. But there it is, basic "what abouts." I also believe in Jesus - but do NOT believe he was the Son of God born to a Virgin Mother - I believe too much in Science (!!!heart attack!!!) to believe that; in fact, I believe Jesus and Herakles are just the same story retold in different times/regions to suit individual countries.
- Hobbies
- I play guitar and write stories and songs, I love to read fantasy as long as there is a dark side to it, whether it's a mundane dark side (depression) or Magickal (Volde- I mean, He Who Must Not Be Named!). I love the History Channel and Spike TV (MANswers ROCK!!!!) and I genuinely enjoy The Backyardigans on Nick Jr. (go Pablo!!!).
- Heroes
- Holocaust Surviviors and Victims, Single Mothers, Brainiac Women who have made great history, Hillary Clinton (seriously, have you read her bio?), my mother, people who live with severe ADHD or Autism or Downsyndrome - they brave the big wide world every day because they WANT to fit in - not because they HAVE to....I think we could all take some advice from these people. They are amazingly strong and always positive about who they are. I also deeply admire my Son and the Strength and Power he has showered me with; he changed my life around for the ultimate better the moment I felt I was pregnant with him, and I can never repay him enough for that "AHA!" moment that probably saved my life.
Stand up for what YOU believe. If the rest of the world doesn't like for it, FUCK THEM!!!
- Likes
- David Draiman. Jewish boys. David Draiman. Disturbed. David Draiman....oh, wait, I think I said that already....
yes, I have a crush :)
I like my current partner because of how grounded - how close I feel to the Earth - when I'm with him; it makes it easier to deal with stressful situations...only problem is, I feel like so much of me has suddenly died when he's not with me.
I like honesty, the more brutally honest, the better!!! Doing the right thing when faced with the option to take the easy way out, the values the Declaration proclaims (I wish this damn country would ABIDE by it!!!), I love smiles - they are the most beautiful part of the body, and they can light up even the darkest of rooms. Seeing young kids highly motivated despite what their community says.
And I voted for Hillary, b!tche$!!!!
- Dislikes
- The Pope!!!, Lying. Drug Abuse. Drunks. Obama (oops, did I say that outloud????). Seeing young kids throw their lives away because they wanted to get laid or high. Schitzophrenic money hogs. Masks (metaphoric). Alarm clocks. Loud microwave timers that you just can't stop.
- How did you find PaganSpace?
- Bob, it was on his Domestyc Wytchcraft profile.
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Things you just can't avoid
Ever since I was very young, there have just been things that I've been obssessively drawn to, things that I can't explain why I'm drawn to because as far as this present physical life has gone, I've had no material connection to previously.
Petrified Wood (and agatized wood)
Obsideon
Red Clay ("Indian dirt")
Turtles
Orcas
Snakes
Tiger's Eye stone
Aurora Borealis
Weeping Willows
Bamboo
Cats
Black animals (black cats, black cows, black labs, etc.)
The Sun (as a God)
A few of these things I enc… Continue
Petrified Wood (and agatized wood)
Obsideon
Red Clay ("Indian dirt")
Turtles
Orcas
Snakes
Tiger's Eye stone
Aurora Borealis
Weeping Willows
Bamboo
Cats
Black animals (black cats, black cows, black labs, etc.)
The Sun (as a God)
A few of these things I enc… Continue
Posted on March 5, 2009 at 7:35pm — 1 Comment
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~Samhain Blessing~
May the ancestors deliver blessings on you and yours…
May the New Year bear great fruits for you…
May your granted wishes be as many as the seeds falling from the maple…
May the slide into darkness bring you comfort and peace…
May the memories of what has been keep you strong for what is to be…
May this Samhain cleanse your heart, your soul, and your mind!
Hugs & Blessings Balor :)
*Autumn*
By Skye
The wind grows cooler
As I grow older
The Earth grows
distant
From the sun
I seek balance
Night to the day
Everything around me
Falling
In shades
As I grow grey
Shadows shifting, moving and lifting
Revealing the Moon
Yielding
To the Underworld
And I learn
How apples become stars
Lighting the night with
Promises
Full of life
~I hope your Autumn is as beautiful & special as you are !! Many blessings to you my friend. ~Love & Hugs Balor~
~Have a wonderful Holiday weekend my friend !! Love & Hugs Balor~Late summer days are perfect now, sunny, calm, serene
While Mother Nature changes clothes to tint our summer scene.
The gauzy purple twilight envelops every night
While streaks of peach and flaming orange hide sunset from our sight.
Wildflowers on the forest edge sway in gentle breeze
Soon they'll shed their blossoms too, as summer takes her leave.
Next phase is Autumn's sleight-of-hand with colors bright and true
'Til Mother Nature's restless hand wipes them all from view.
Savor these sweet tranquil days they're certain not to last
We'll wish we had them back again when feeling Winters blast.
To sing and dance the witches rune
To praise the goddess of the moon
To love,laugh and to share
To have the freedom to wish for what you dare
To be equal and all of the same
To be spiritualy free and not ashamed
To love the moon and stars above
To open your arms to the earth with love
To thank the Ancient Ones who are looking out for you
To thank them for all they do
To harm none and blessed be
To be silent of all the wonders you see
~Hope your having a wonderful week !! Hugs & Blessings Balor~
~ I am me ~*Virginia Satir (1916-1988*
In all the world there is no-one else exactly like me.
Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone chose it.
I own everything about me; my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself - I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes, because I own all of me.
I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me and other aspects that I do not know, but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me.
However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say and do - I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me.
I own me, and therefore I can engineer me - I am me and I am okay.
I hope your having a wonderful week my friend!! Much Love & Blessings & Big Hugs !! ~Balor~
Silhouette
Natures SplendourWhen winters cold shadows are gone.
With wide open eyes from now on.
Invite the soft bright sunlight in.
To stir the soul lying deep within.
Stretch out your hands, and touch with finger tips.
The beauty of flowers, where the honeybee sips.
Then look around you, at the astonishing view.
Nature is evolving it's splendour for you.
So take her hand gently, and smile into her eyes.
Turn to the east, drink in the sunrise.
Wrap your arms around her, to make her heart sing.
Then whisper softly, it's spring, It's Spring
~Have a wonderful & magical weekend !! Blessings Balor~
Silhouette
The Lady of Spring has arrived on the Earth In the mountains and valleys I hear her callEncouraging all to bloom by her touch
The touch of the warmest wind
I see her moving over the Earth
Over the melting ice and snow
Her green dress spreads across the land
Encouraging all to grow
She travels the hardest path there is
Through the darkness of our hearts
Through the winter´s ghostly grasp
She gives you a flower of light
We welcome Ostara, the Lady of Spring
May hearts be open to recieve her gifts
The gifts of growth, beginnings and hope
In our hearts and beyond!
Have a wonderful Ostara & Spring Equinox !! Many blessings to you & yours my friend !!
~Hugs Balor~
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