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Holy Epiphany Mama!

(I am still fairly annoyed that, for some reason or other, I am unable to upload posts from work to my bloggity blog place… I blame it on some special hidden bit of WordPress that I am not aware of. No matter what it is, I cannot update directly from my work computer to my blog and so I find that sometimes I forget to update the blog… oops, my bad) Okay… so I have done something for myself, part of self-care, that I have been struggling with on my own for a long time. I signed up for an e-course! Specifically, the Making Space for your Goddess to Shine ecourse. When I did this I got a lot of “feedback” from people in…

Fighting my natural instincts

I am a cusp person.

Astrologically I am considered an Aries/Taurus cusp, being that my birthday is on the day when it switches over from Aries to Taurus. I have been told that I am definitivly an Aries, based on the time and date of my birth… but I still tend to have quite a few Taurean traits as well.

Personality wise, I cusp between introvert and extrovert. No matter how many times I take the MBTI test I cannot get a consistent reading of introversion/extroversion. And for that matter, I can’t make up my OWN mind, which causes me a lot of weird feelings when I’m with groups of people.

You see… I LIKE being involved. I thrive on it. I like being…

Whatcha gonna do about it, Girly?

Now, I am well aware that I am aware that I need to make changes in my life. I am also aware that I have been both avoiding doing the things that I KNOW that I should do to make changes, and worrying about the impact of changing my routine…

If you know me personally you know that I have been going back and forth, mentally pacing about WANTING to change and having the ideas of how I can start to change, and then FREAKING OUT because in order to make the changes I would have to commit to DOING something…

So I go from the THOUGHT (east) of what I want to change, I build in the DESIRE (south) to change things in…

I haven’t been writing lately… I know this, you (the imaginary people who exist out there in the interwebs) this… my friends know this… And yet there are times I feel helpless to change this situation. Right now every time I sit down to write I end up ranting over the boring crap in my life:

theEx and the legal, financial, and parental changes he wants to impose on my life on a continuous basis
feeling distressingly STUCK in my life and not knowing what I want to change, much less HOW to change it…
feeling LONELY, and not knowing how to change THAT without the drastic measure of starting to date again (because, really, there is nothing WRONG…

Finding the words

If you knew me in “real life” you might find it weird that I keep a blog… or not… I have a strained relationship with words and writing. Its almost as my ability for hands-on creativity has a restraining order against me, I must stay at least 100 cm away from anything remotely creative and only admire from a distance. Yet I have a blog, and I occasionally write here. I have also kept an online “diary” relatively successfully for about 10 years on Open Diary. Not as a daily practice, but at least a few posts a month… So there is proof that I *CAN* write… Just not the way I want to… not the places…

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Relationship Status:: Single, It's Complicated

Age: 33

Astrological Sign: Aries/Taurus Cusp

About Me:: I am a 33 year old Wiccan from the middle-of-nowhere Saskatchewan, Canada. I am currently going through a separation/divorce with a non-Pagan man and starting to reclaim my spirituality. I have 2 kids, a 7yo boy and a 5 year old girl.

Website:: http://frozennowhere.com

Beliefs / Practices: Witch, Wiccan, Druid

Hobbies: World of Warcraft, writing, journalling, listening to podcasts, nature walks, crafts, cross stitch, singing

Likes: Green, frogs, animals, incense, books, blank books, pens, ink, art supplies, computers, song, chants, spiritual discussion

Dislikes: Prostelitizing, political attacks, closed mindedness, mess, skunks (sorry, I just don't like them), mindlessness, TV as babysitter.

How did you find PaganSpace?: Heard about it on "The Edge of the Cirlcle" Pagan Podcast

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Podcast now feeding

My podcast has now started feeding into iTunes and RSS!!

If anyone is out there and will review and give me some tips, I'd really appreciate it.

Posted on September 14, 2008 at 1:57pm —

Facing East Again, Episode 2 in the can

Unfortunately, I am having a lot of technical difficulties getting the darned thing to feed correctly and so its not showing right in iTunes, I can't add it to Podcast Alley, Podcast Pickel or the Blubrry network... and its not really even showing correctly in my personal blog (www.frozennowhere).com). I'm hoping that today or tomorrow I get it moving... get it up there, and HOPEFULLY someone will hear me and respond to me. I'm really starving for feedback and other people to talk to, listen to.… Continue

Posted on August 17, 2008 at 2:44pm —

A change of space

Things in my life are changing... always changing.

A week ago I moved out of my mother's home and into a place of my own. I also moved from being the primary caregiver to my children to having to be a 50% part of their lives. Its hard, let me tell you, to give up my children.

Things are up in the air. I have moved, my ex has given me SOME of the property that I have asked him for, but not beds or mattresses. I have had to do away with my couch because it got severely stuck when we tried to get… Continue

Posted on July 5, 2008 at 6:18pm —

(sigh)

I have been neglecting my PaganSpace for a bit here... things are just so... well... not quite good on many fronts for me and I'm not feeling secure enough to say "hey, this sucks, can you just let me know it could get better" to anyone... Instead I have been suffering in silence.

For one thing, the legal stuff is not going very well... my ex and I were negotiating through our lawyers, but he seems to be stalling that and not willing to give on anything, and so its likely going to go to a trial… Continue

Posted on June 21, 2008 at 10:41pm — 1 Comment

First Trial Episode Posted!

My podcast!! Please take a few minutes to listen... let me know if I'm completely insane.

Posted on May 8, 2008 at 11:32pm — 2 Comments

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At 10:43pm on April 19, 2009, SnowRaven said…: ~Magickal Graphics~ Have a wonderful day!!

At 7:16pm on April 19, 2009, danumoonfire said…

At 5:55pm on April 19, 2009, me said…: hi hunny, blessings to you. I don't understand podcast unfortunately but if you need a friend, I'm told I'm a good one x