Inspiration comes at strange times for me at least. This time I was at my grandma Wood's 90th birthday. I was sitting on the stage and I felt I should get my notebook and pen out, once I did I began to write about Hela. A Norse underworld goddess.
I don't really know much about Hela, what I do know is that she is beautiful in her own way. She is balance personified. Half white, half black or blue, half living and dying. half two different types of death, one, the blue or…Continue
I've noticed something about myself. The creatures I'm drawn to are those involved in the traits I need to work on. They are light bringers in their cultures, bringers of knowledge and change. A not so subtle hint I suppose. I just need to work on it. I already have an idea how thanks to the trauma recovery group I was in.
I'm sensitive to a lot, partly to my anxiety and borderline personality disorder and partially to my empathy and such. The thing is, I've been subconscious blocking them. I know part is due to my health issues but I couldn't figure out what the rest was. I think I know now.
When I was 5 my grandparents on mom's side when to Florida. A short tome later they discovered cancer. No one told me this at the time, I just knew he was sick. One night he called us and we talked on…Continue