Solemn has not received any gifts yet
I wonder if this is real because
I can't explain away the way that I feel
Am I confused because I've not yet truly been healed
If so than why does it feel as if our fates are already sealed
I dream now only of her face
Any other dream would not do, would be just a waste
I try and imagine how she'd smell, how'd she'd taste
Until my heart is beating with sweet wicked haste
To think of her delicate caressing touch
Could possibly be just a…
laying here my thoughts drift as always back to you
I can not help but to wonder If you ever think of me too
I feel sheepish because inside I'm really hoping that you do
I wonder about you, what your doing constantly, all the time
It truly drives me mad within just wishing that you could be mine
I'm sure that I may be naive, It's true, your the only thing in my mind
I'm having trouble, I'm losing all sense of time and space
I am so lost In these clouds,…
Humility against pride,
Kill the ego for the spirit to survive.
Kindness against envy,
Treat eachother both fairly and gently.
Abstinence against gluttony,
Too much of a good thing is redundancy.
Chastity against lust,
Or to these deadly demons become cuffed.
Patience against anger,
Listen to reason or prepare for untold danger.
Liberality against greed,
Generously share from the harvest of all seed.
Diligence against sloth,
You used to be my only reason for believing
Now you are the reason I'm barely breathing
Inside I grow colder all the time, this heart of mine is freezing
I want no more of this love, of this life, so now I'm releasing
These devils, these demons, these lies, they're so deceiving
Never will i be freed, from this nocturnal disease
Never will i be reached on this peak it is now only pain that i seek
Never will i feel the magick again, my outlook is only…