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Age
27
Astrological Sign
Saggi
About Me:
My name is Yshatar Xzatara and I am the creator of starseeds.Net...which I was led to create after my own personal awakening and after realizing I was a contactee and had regular visit with extraterrestrial entities. After this and my awakening I was faced with the harsh reality that I felt completely alone, after my awakening no matter how much I tried to awaken those around me and even if some did I knew deep inside that I had to build a foundation for those who had awakened and were awakening.

I also wanted to have a place for those who had spiritual experiences and have been contacted by extraterrestrials like I was. My contact with ETs began when I was 8 years old and for several years I was abducted by beings who resembled the grey and for a while it lead me to believe that only negative entities existed beyond our earth however soon after the abductions ceased. One night when I was abducted another advanced race of beings interfered and helped me understand what I was going through and why and helped me realize my true origins.

My awakening happened about a year or two ago but I have been aware of my origins all my life because according to my earth mother I would always claim origins from beyond the stars and I would always say that I wanted to go back home to the stars and this was when I was 8, 9, 10 years old however I don't think I actually understood completely what exactly I was and why I felt the way I did until I got older and I could examine my experiences of the past and present and peace together that I was in fact a Starseed.

My childhood was an exciting one....when it came to family life even though I did go through things with my non-immediate family that I for a while regret over all my family life was picture perfect except of course that my mother was extremely strict and never wanted me to go out or have friends over. I had good grades but hated school, I was liked by everyone in school even the popular kids and the not so popular ones but I always felt completely alone and it never made sense until I got much older and realized just why I felt so alone everywhere I went no matter how many people were around me.

I have always been spiritually open to many things, my earth mother told me stories upon stories about UFO bases in Puerto Rico, life on other planets, the possibility of alien humans etc etc...after my awakening it seems my earth mother doesn't talk about UFOs and star visitors and she says she hates the idea and is very "their so evil" type of attitude...but I still love my mi'ma.

My solitude consumed me for a while before I realized what I was and before my awakening so much so that I attempted suicide in 2001 I don't think I actually wanted to end my life I just wanted a way to escape and maybe go back home? I am not sure but I know that my NDE (Near-Death Experience) was the most soul shaking experience of my life I experienced so much during my NDE that I am still to this day shaken by it a bit. I was shown a perfect pristine world and shown many different things and various outcomes of the future of earth and mankind and one of the things that struck me the most was my involvement in the fate of humanity and planet earth along with others just like me.

When I realized all of this and that I was a starseed it became the most amazing journey of my life but nothing is more wonderful than remembering, I now remember how I got here, I remember what my people were like, I remember other civilizations as well as other planets and more and more memories are coming to the surface as days go by and I become more and more activated...I am a firm believer that the awakening of a starseed is eternal as it is for all things in the universe.

Love & Light
Yshatar
Website:
http://Starseeds.Net
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Favorite Books
From Elsewhere: Being ET In America By Scott Mandelker, PhD, The Bible, Bringers Of The Dawn: Teachings From The Pleiadians By Barbara Marciniak, The Sirius Mystery, From Elsewhere: Being ET In America, Any Paranormal, Spiritual And Metaphysical Books And Books By Sylvia Browne, John Edwards, Konstantinos, Edgar Allen Poe, And Anything On Extraterrestrials.
Beliefs / Practices
Spiritual but not Religious
Other Beliefs/Practices
See Here:
http://blogs.myspace.com/starseedsnetwork
Hobbies
Integrating light on earth, nature, loving others, promoting peace, historical research, scientific research, Astronomy, Reading, singing, watching animals, spending time with my little girl, playing with my cat, cleaning, mediating, dancing, swimming, gardening, sharing truth and knowledge, hiking, camping, cooking, playing video games, sculpting, learning tai-chi, studying martial arts, helping others, researching earth changes, going to the movies, watching the weather channel, CNN, BBC, the History Channel and the Sci-Fi channel, promoting planetary awareness and teaching others that earth and the entire universe is a living being, promoting universal awareness, this site :), learning as much as I can about everything.
Heroes
The God Consciousness because were not for prime creator's desire to love and expand in consciousness we we not be here and neither would anyone else we would or do admire.
How did you find PaganSpace?
Used to be a member but had to end my account because I had to wait for another PC and I did not want to have mail and stuff sent that I could not respond to or have an account in a coma.
 

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I am 27 years old my half french and half Colombian, biological mother is French from France and my biological father is Colombian (South American) and the nearest city to me is Washington DC (Yes the belly of the beast). Ending up here is irony at it's best. An Starseed living right next door to the NSA, NASA (you guys still looking for ETs?), in between 2 military bases, near the pentagon, the white house, homeland security etc etc....oh the irony.

I was born and raised in Brooklyn NY, Benson Hurst to be exact. Right on the corner of 81st street and even more curious is the fact that I was born re-incarnated in to this life on 11/1981 and lived out my life until I was 18 in an apartment with the address of: 1901 81st street and I was born at 11:11 AM. Something tells me that was no accident. Furthermore I had a twin. Yep my twin was born 8 minutes after me and passed on 8 days later. I believe we still share that eternal indestructible bond.

And my twin is almost all I know of my natural family...you see I was adopted when I was 8 months old (there's the 8 again!). Mom shared with me many interesting details that I will share soon about her life as a child living near the largest ET base in Puerto Rico and the stories her father told her of his encounters with strange flaying discs.

I have always been a quiet observer even as a child closely observing everything that goes on around me and I was almost mistaken for autistic however I soon realized I had to snap back in to this world and show my family the same love they were so eagerly showing me. My family loved me very much growing up and I had a wonderful childhood apart from some typical family drama especially sibling rivalry lol.

As you know contact with the Greys ceased and I began to be contacted by beings that looked like me who claimed origins from Sirius, Pleiades, Vega etc...Every time I would encounter these beings they would make me feel so uplifted and they always told me of a time in the near future in which I will awaken again and realize my origins and proceed to enact my mission. Of course I forgot about this until one evening when I was laying outside on the grass on a warm summer eve. Everything was so perfect but I still felt so alone and as stated I tried to commit suicide and died for 3 minutes though for me it felt like forever.

I experienced the other side and life on my planet and the beauty and love from the star nations and I for the first time in my life I realized I was NEVER alone to begin with, when I was brought back to life and recovered I felt as if my heart (main energy center) was on fire and I suddenly could remember everything. Who I was/am, why I was here, Gods love for me, Star Nations love for me and my connection to everything!. This is when I engaged on an endless quest for knowledge to help me remember.

Not to remember my history but to remember the future and the role I play in it. Since then I have become one with my higher/true original self. My ET presence has become one with the human vessel and through my awareness I and others from other worlds will aid in the awakening of Earth and her inhabitants so that they to may remember their own divinity.




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