Sunday blessings to you. I would like to extend a special invitation to you to join me on a journey of a lifetime. A journey toward a new era of consciousness as we approach the dawning of 2012. http://www.paganspace.net/group/2012awareness
Thanks for your words of advice, encouragement and compassion. It is very much appreciated. :)
I agree. Its definitely time to get out. It is a more difficult process for me, because my mom raised me to be almost entirely dependent on her. She didn't teach me to be independent. I have a lot of anxiety disorders as a result. She doesn't want me to leave. She didn't even act happy when I got accepted into the grad school in Texas. She's upset that I'm moving so far away, but Gods do I need as much distance between us as possible. Spending 4 and a half years in Undergrad helped me to be more confident and independent. I know now that whatever I do, whereever I go, I'll be alright. I didn't think that at 18.
After our fight and stuff, she's actually been making a point to act like she cares. Its very nice! And she's forcing herself to get excited about taking me to Texas. I think she's finally realizing how horrible she makes me feel. It probably won't last, but its a blessed change at the moment. She's even acting like she's worried about me, because I've been so depressed lately. I'm not used to her feeling concern about my well being.