last thursday, every thing came to a head and my son was admitted to Rye children's psychiatric hospital for Bipolar disorder. I know hes in a good place and they are finally working on his behavioral issues but i feel a really big hole in my heart sometimes. the house feels empty without him.. i even find myself missing the insanity, as insane as that sounds. I find myself fighting not to call the hospital every minute even though i just saw him on sunday and were waiting for the…Continue
This is really difficult for me to write this, my 16 y/o son came home yesterday drunk and high to the point that he had to be rushed to the emergency room to be detoxed. He had told us that he was going to mow lawns, but when he walked in the door he reeked of alchohol and he could barely stand up and started vomiting. He also had a dime bag of ? on him.. i am not sure if it was pot or god knows what.. the hospital couldnt give him a urine test because he was too high to stand…Continue
this has been a banner rollercoaster year for me, and i know alot of people are saying that they are feeling magical and different,
but on this night of the dark, moon ive a different sort of feeling. I feel like i am waiting for a prayer to be answered and i am not sure where I am headed at the moment.
You see, last year I thought I had finally settled in, only to find out our landlady lied to us and let our house that we are renting go into forclosure.. For…Continue