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yes it is!!!yeah this town kind of sucks for the things to do issue!!!
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all great answers, every big city and most smaller ones have at least one store, all you have to do is ask someone or Google it. I live in Jacksonville and I go to earth gifts it is a great store!b...
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I am just having the hardest time shaking this groggy stuff. Maybe it's the storm rolling in that is causing it? I hope that is all it is......well, that and in combination with my moontime makes it even harder today, lol.
I think that is why I have a hard time sometimes with Tabby as well. She wants to learn and even though she asks me questions and wants me to teach her some I think it would be good if you wanted to work with her a little as well? Way back when girls were "fostered" much like they show in the mists of avalon so they could learn their herbals, etc. So in essence maybe that will help with Sera and Tabby(I'm not saying send them to live, lol....just from time to time take them maybe to a park or on a walk or out somewhere to just let them talk about whatever and work with them on somethings....)....
What you are saying makes sense to me. Our daughters like to come to use for things but sometimes it is easier to have someone else to talk to help them bring up a subject maybe they aren't sure how to or to help them understand why we make the decisions that we do regarding what we want them to do, not do, etc.
I love you my colleen!!! You are a great friend! You'll just have to deal with my strangeness and weirdness lookouts sometimes, lol.
I have been stressed and I didn't mean to scare y ou, but I hope you understand when I say that I had to in order to "dispel" something.....I'd have to explain it more in detail and without Jason around , he tends to freak out more than what he admits lol. I had to get your attention and the attention of "the other" so she knew that I saw her and she would stop. I was a little aggravated that I had told Sera and even yelled that I gave that to Holly to play with but she was still trying to hide it from her though.
As for anything else with Sera, the things jason says he brought up to you did not happen at a time when you could have handled it. Out of concern for you I told him to wait and see if things would blow over and be alright....the night she stayed because you were at the hospital with your dad, and then the other time, well, they wouldn't exactly let us talk to you. You made the comment after the night with your dad in the hospital and all everything elsey ou had going on that you weren't sure how much more you could take. That was why nothing was said right then. I am pretty sure I have had at least one nervous breakdown (if not more!) due to overload, and I don't want to see you go through that. I know it may seem strange and hard to understand but I do believe that part of it is Sera having Empathic tendencies or maybe even being fullblown Empath....I haven't pinned which yet, but the last time she spent the night I had no major problems...she is a child after all, even if she may not always want to hear it! Lol. The next morning I had said something to her to the effect of "Sera, please be nicer to your mother and Joe when you guys are here and please do not call them stupid or retard because I don't let my other kids talk that way" and then I explained about my uncle charlie(she should remember me talking about him, I called him Uncle Charlieboy and I mentioned why I don't listen to certain songs in the home like American Idiot or that skitzefrenic psycho one....(I could never spell that) to help her understand where I was coming from. It wasn't me yelling at her or really getting onto her, just letting her know that when they say "you can't say that here" or "that's a bad word" even though it may not be anywhere else, I just wanted her to understand where they were coming from and why I don't like hearing certain things. I noticed how much calmer and more relaxed she was as well, but when some of the things were going on, like the hospital, she couldn't help, she couldn't make grandpa better, she wasn't sure how to help and comfort you, and in between the "spurts" all we did was talk and I did my best to reassure her...when she woke up the next morning I found her lying next to me after jason left to go to work, LOL.......After watching her reactions to things, I see that even though it is Sera, it's not Sera acting out because she is wanting to but sometimes because she is picking up on situations and emotions and it can come out all wrong and can lead to certain behaviors but once calmed down, and that is removed, she is more relaxed and calm. I struggled for a long time with that myself until I learned how to distinguish between what is "me" and what I was getting from everyone else. Other times it hits me and I have to pinpoint who I am meant to give a message to and/or w ho I am picking up on.....I am still learning some on that part but I can help her with the distinguishing and quieting her mind just enough if that will help. I can help her learn to channel it as well or to disperse the buildup or any leftover "lingering" that tends to happen...it's what causes the "I dont know why I feel the way I do, I just do" type of response.
Other than that I don't really have problems with anyone. I get aggravated with Sera just like I get aggravated with my kids, or my nephews, cousins, whoever lol. I do from time to time try to talk to you but then she has said she wants you to take her home because she is tired, so I try to pull her to the side and talk to her about whatever it is that is bothering me or upsetting me. I know mine don't like being called out in front of everyone and don't like people always yelling at them so I try not to do that to her. Once in a while I do slip and get mad and get loud and tell all kids to go in another room for a bit or to just please be quiet or if it really bad to go outside for a bit. There are just some times I need a break and some peace as well, LOL.
I'm sorry if I made you nervous saturday I didn't mean to but I had to yell just enough like I said to do what had to be done...then I had to get out for a bit.......don't mention that part to jason, he will freak like I said, lol. It was solved and taken care of because once I walked out the door, I knew "the other" had stopped and was going to be a nice, good, calm woman again. The woman that used to live here before she died didn't always have a nice life and something triggered her response,....but like I said I would have to explain it entirely. She isn't a mean woman at all, and very rarely do I have any problems with her.
But, don't worry about tomorrow. Things will fine, and taken care of. Things will happen as they should, how they should, and things will be okay. The lady that hangs around you with the Dark blonde/light brown hair said to tell you that....(that is how she is describing her hair right now, I have no clue who she is ...which reminds me I have something else I am supposed to tell you for her...all I ask is if you can please give a me a name of who it might be whenever or if you want to know the rest......she says she wants to make sure you remember her ....)
Things are fine with us hun......don't worry.
Tyler's biological grandmother just left...they are taking him to the air show this weekend. I do my best to smile and be nice to her but I seriously don't trust her....but I have my reasons..I will need to escape for a bit later to just get away......she and her daughter invoke thoughts in my mind that I don't lke to admit to having about people, lol.
Have fun at class!
My days have been okay. Just been in more of "sit and stay" mood crossed with my new year cleaning, lol.
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