jade has not received any gifts yet
i am held captive by my emotions. trying like hell to remember to breath. trying like hell to remember that if it's to be, it's up to me. trying to remember the harm none rule. all for naught it seems.
i rage against...myself.
He asked, i acquiesced. she needed, i shared. now...gods what an unholy mess. how do you go back and draw boundaries where you have sworn there were none?
in truth, time reveals all. sadly, the revelation is so far from the expectation.