I'm into a lot of esoteric stuff right now; I just got the THOTH deck off ebay, I'm excited to start using it I've found a book on amazon that might help. I can be absorbed that sometimes it's hard to follow a
logical order. I'm mostly reading up on Kabbalah and trying to grasp
their complex spiritual system.
I'd recommend these books: Chaos Magik by Andrieh Vitimus, I loved this book. The Tibetan Book of the Dead. Conscious Dreaming by Robert Moss.…