Piano piano ci sto riuscendo
li sto reprimendo tuttti
i miei sentimenti
niente piu odio, rabbia invidia
la sola rimasta e la tristezza, ma piano piano sto cercando di reprimere ed eliminare anche quella,
cosi forse sparira la depressione.
Sto diventando apatica?
Si probabilmente si
almeno cosi non mi lascero corrodere e corrompere da nulla
il vuoto si impossessa di me
non voglio piu vivere con i… Continue
Things remained worse long before they ever started getting better. I continued to rummage through the mundane hum-drum red tape that restricted myself to circumstances around me.
I was this way for a few days feeling restricted as a result between the college's Student Government Association and the Legal Assistant Organization. It was a force alliance -- mostly held at gun point due to the consquences resulting from not complying would reflect so dire to my… Continue
I'm feeling rather sorry for myself at the moment and for once, I'm asking for healing thoughts.
Yesterday morning my back went, I've not idea why or what happened, but I have been in agony since and I could not sleep more than a few winks last night as every time I dozed off, I moved and the pain woke me up.
So here I am at a silly hour in the morning, feeling rough from no sleep and still in agony.…
So I have been frantically working on my schooling. I am working on a Doctorate in Metaphysical Psychology. One of the great things about it is that it is self paced. I will or should be done with the Bachelors portion by the end of this year. When that portion is done then I will be able to begin doing what really is in my heart to do. I want to be a voice of reason, a guide, a teacher, a helper. I want to help people find peace. I truly feel that each person knows in their heart what will… Continue