Yarom's Blog (125)

Tjebu is one of 42 deity that reside in the tribunal of the dead . She is a Goddess of water and she was known to punish those that were in willful disobedience to the Gods or the Pharaohs . 

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I Duamutef son born of



Horus seizing evil in the



temple of Khepri together



with Neith control the lands



of the north, south, east and



west for eternity.

source :…

Invocation to Anubis

Lord of the desert sands

Who guides lost souls through endless waste

Into a better land…

So I have not been shy about this point in my life,yesterday I celebrated 3 years with out a drink nor a drug . Quite a personal milestone . This is also one of the personal journeys that my life has ventured into .

I have been exploring paganism as a whole since I was 14 or so and some of my path…

What has been thought can not be un-thought

Time wasted or time begot

Not to enter into then

Not to pass or ask when

Deep into the labyrinths of my mind I peek

Long unto the Gods I…

So a bit after high noon in my neck of the woods I attended a solstice with a prospective coven that I am considering petitioning . It raised several more questions than answers for me .

First being that I have always been drawn to the Gods and Goddesses of the Egyptian pantheon . The second is the sanctioning of the High Priest and Pretest and to the lineage they come from . I understand the High Priests background and his past associations , and I am some what familiar with the…

Why is it that those that have absolutely no clue about me think that at an second it shall all unravel , those that think they know me are waiting for it all to melt down , those that sort of know me have no clue how I do what I do , those that are related to just wonder who I'm taking with me next , and those that know me well just know all is what it is and it ain't bad at all .

Have faith in the process , grow , and most of all enjoy the ride !

So how can some one be "accused" of helping some one do a positive thing in there life?

And even better if it makes them happy then why does everyone else need to be so fucking miserable ?

With a slue of bullshit that is entirely unbelievable if I was not the one whom was living through it I am truly besides myself . Never since the bullshit of high school have I wanted to tell so many people to fuck themselves over a series of positive events . Nor have I wanted to…

So in the past few moths I have come into the graces to both be able to and to be asked to petition a local coven . I have not been involved in a coven in the better half of 12 years . I actually feel privileged to have both the HP & HPs want me to petition . My personal journeys have recently taken me to new places . It is an interesting one as the folks I have come to meet I have meet secondhandedly through PaganSpace yet the want little do do with the interpersonal goings on of this…

So as some of you know especially those that have become my friends through this lovely collective known as the internet and multi media interaction that a while ago my now ex-wife left myself and my son . That was the unthinkable . The unfathomable part is that she left me with everything including my son . And now we hit the unspeakable , from the looks of her plans she will be having my son less in her life . She is not moving away , changing jobs or any other life altering things . The…

What it is it seem to be

Life goes forward and to be

The past has gone

Some was a blast

The past has fallen

To a new dawn at last

They day's that seen to have never come have now since gone

What was right is now so wrong

What was wrong is now a different way

What was the past is gone away

To moving forward

To letting go

New presents it's self quick and slow

New bring it's own issues…

So as more and more changes occur in my life I find myself cleaning up my home a bit and finding the stuff in boxes that either needs to be condensed if I am to save it or thrown out if it is shit . Even some things that I contemplate on tossing brings back memories of the past . Most can now be viewed into a good light as they have all made me the person I am today . I would have liked many of a situations to have been different , or better , or the outcome something more to my pleasing ,…

I have so many views , dreams , and hopes for the up coming times that  I can not even fathom to be where I am nor how I currently got here .

I feel like I am finally emerging from the dream state of the last 2 years of my life to see how everything is , could be , and hopefully will be . All I need to do is have hope .

The plans are thought through , some of them are taking action while others need to lay dormant in the earth for one more season , and others are…

So I noticed it has been a bit since I've put anything other than my two cents to a thread lately . Been busy as hell !

So simply put life has taken a complete 180* yet again ! Due to a bit of interaction as a result from this site and meeting some one. My life was getting good and I will leave it at it's now better than that .

As for "crap" in general I have been stating to imagine that I want to break into the entrepreneur world and work for the biggest…

So I have learned in a multitude of ways this and last year that one should take heed in what one wishes for and not think of it as whimsical stock that may or may not be filled . Though much pain and the occasional bit of pleasure and some glory's I have found that asking the…