Wolf Moon's Blog (18)

July 6, 2009

I've been havin my ups and downs lately. But things seem to be getting better. Jeff quit drinking and he's getting out more and I am so proud of him!!! I'm tryin to save up money for us to get married on Halloween I really hope we can get married this year. I love Jeff so much But I'm not sure if we're gonna have a wedding or go to a courthouse to get married...it depends how much money we get and save...I doubt anyone will help us pay for a real wedding. But as long as I'm with Jeff I am happ… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on July 6, 2009 at 6:43am — No Comments

Thor

A while back ago, before I even knew the existance of Thor I had a dream about him. He was big and strong, its kind of fuzzy what he looked like cause i dreamed it so long ago...he even told me his name was Thor and it was an intense dream. Then a few weeks after I came across Thor in a book I was reading and now I see his name everywhere! Its wierd.....WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?? Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on May 23, 2009 at 3:24pm — No Comments

update may somethin 09

I'm so glad I got a new altar table, it was like 15 bucks at a yard sale! its so wicked and its the perfect size! i love it! Everything fits perfectly in it! im so excited. Next month I am getting this Ouji board that is bad ass! its expencive but its made of stone and glass. I cant wait to get it. Went camping a couple of weekends ago. It was great it felt good to get away. I've been pretty moody lately....bi polar....but ill be ok...i hope...i cant wait to go campin again. and i might be going… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on May 17, 2009 at 12:53pm — No Comments

PSYCHO! APRIL 25, 2009

Sometimes I feel so insane I just want to die. These past few weeks have been so bi polar and its driving me mad...why can't I have a good day? I woke up really deperssed this morning. It's like noone understands what I'm going through, and I don't think they ever will. I'm a psycho piece of SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 25, 2009 at 12:28pm — 1 Comment

Medical Marijuana Uses

Medical Marijuana Uses Marijuana is much safer, more effective and less costly than many alternatives currently in use. The Drug Enforcement Administration's own top administrative law judge, Francis L. Young, dismissed the drug warriors' untrue propaganda when he ruled in 1988 that, "Marijuana, in its natural form, is one of the safest therapeutically active substances known to man." Beyond the grasp of the U.S. drug-abuse industrial complex and biased mass media, The… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 22, 2009 at 5:18pm — No Comments

POEM: RANDOM BURST OF BEAUTY

Random Burst Of Beauty At true moments of beauty I become entranced within the moment and become one with pureness of it Beauty can be totally random and unexpected. I went out into my garage, turned on the light and opened the door which lead to the back yard.. And for some strange reason the light flickered into a dim calming haze... It wasn't the artificial yellow glow of most the light bulbs in the house.. It was more of a natural flowing moonlight, calming and pu… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 22, 2009 at 6:04am — No Comments

POEM: SHE SLOWLY DIES

She slowly dies She stands there and waits She stands there and dies Her hair falls down Past her thighs To the ground And blown away She slowly dies and waits for May Cold and naked Arms blowing in the chilly wind Icecikles form on her limbs She fears not Thus spring will come She waits silently for the sun © Vzi Herself Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 22, 2009 at 6:03am — No Comments

POEM: APPLE APPLE

Apple Apple Apple apple way up high Take a bite and then I die Eat it all to the core Then the raven will be no more Cawing Cawing in my ear The end of the world is very near Static Stactic in my ear The voices aren't very clear Laughing Laughing are the trees Droppin thier leaves as they freeze Bloody Bloody children try To reach up and high towards the sky Apple apple way up high Take a bite and then I die Eat it all to the core Then the world will be no more ©… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 22, 2009 at 6:00am — No Comments

POEM: FEEL

Feel I feel so down today, like i've been to a funeral and everything is so surreal. I close my eyes and can feel the harsh yet sweet touch of pain. Will I ever be the same again? Take the needle and put it to my skin, so I can feel again. Sometimes I get so numb, I can't help but to feel dumb. Ashamed of myself I thrive. There is nowhere to hide. Everyone stares and I know they see, how insane i really must be. Somebody save me. © Vzi Herself Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 22, 2009 at 5:59am — No Comments

POEM: AUTUM

Autum The trees bleed red on the cliff side. This beautiful sight of death is only temporary. Thus, the trees will be born again, as so do we. Father bear gets ready to hide, for soon the sky will cry cold crystals. We slowly die to prepair for our glorious rebirth, to start anew. This is a time of harvest and celebration! This is a time for thanks and giving! The Sun goes to sleep early, bringing darkness over the land. But the Autum Moon still shines to light up the path… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 22, 2009 at 5:57am — No Comments

POEM: Stranger

I can see your scabs melt into blood, you've gone soft. And have become delecate and fragile and innocent, nieve and lost. You've taken candy from the stranger too much. Now you can't turn back. All you can do is break and shatter into a million pieces. People walk all over you and your scattered self Each piece of you is a missing story, now contaminated by the stranger you thought you knew.. Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 20, 2009 at 6:28pm — No Comments

TO MY JEFFY

TO JEFF Words alone cannot express my love for you. My heart beats for you. You take away the darkness and light up my life. I was lost until you found me, you saved me from a life of confusionand dispair. You saved my heart, you saved my soul. I want o spend the rest of my life with you and only you. You are mine and I am yours. I love you baby! I will always be there for you, always and forever, I hope I can make you as happy as you make me. Your voice, your touch,your m… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 16, 2009 at 4:04pm — No Comments

PARANORMAL EXPERIENCE: PROPHETIC DREAM

When I was 13 my grandma was very sick and in the hospital. One night I had a dream that There was the gezzebo(sp?) and a lake right next to it with green healthy grass. My whole family was there and they were laughin and having a good time. I looked over at my grandma and she looked really sad. She walked over to the grass by the lake and I followed her. I asked her what she was doing and she said "I'm going home" Then she lifted up the grass and laid down the pulled the grass back over her. I… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 15, 2009 at 3:51pm — No Comments

PARANORMAL EXPERIENCE: DEMON?

When I was 12 I first saw this entity. I don't really know what to call it. I still see it sometimes. It looks like a skeleton with flesh hanging from its bones and it had long curly hair and it is always smiling when I see it. When I was 12 it attacked me and I had tons of scratch marks. It hasnt hurt me since though. Also sometimes there are phantom smells that walk back and fourth around the house and it smells like rotting flesh and I believe that it is him. If you have any idea what it is… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 15, 2009 at 3:29pm — No Comments

PARANORMAL EXPERIENCES: SHADOW PEOPLE

All my life I have seen shadow people. Sometimes I usually get a bad vibe from them. I see them alot. Even in the dark. And in the dark the shadow people are darker than the darkness. They have never really done any harm. but they do freak me out even though I'm used to seeing them. My mother has seen them too. Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 15, 2009 at 3:25pm — No Comments

PARANORMAL EXPERIENCE: CREATURE ON THE ROOF

A few years ago me and my old friend Josh were sitting in the front yard and we heard scratching on the roof and when we looked up we say this creature peeking over the roof. It was pitch black and had no neck, it also had glowing yellow eyes. It was just staring at us. It leaned over the roof for a few seconds then scurried away and you could hear its claws scratchin as it ran. Josh and I both saw it. A few months later me and my old friend aj were sitting in the back yard and we heard scratch… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 15, 2009 at 3:20pm — No Comments

April 15, 2009

Things have been kind of ruff dealing with money and Jeff's DUI stuff but we're making it throug one day at a time. Other than that things have been pretty good. Jeff and I are still completely in love and happy. Our wedding is comming up on October 31st. We wanted a pagan wedding but we don't have the money :( so we decided we're going to go to the courthouse to get married. But it is all ok because I love jeff and want to marry him no matter what, wedding or not. I'm sick of being broke all… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 15, 2009 at 11:58am — No Comments

The Obsolete

The Obsolete Hidden from the naked eye Creatures of darkness pass us by We are isolated within these walls built with light The beasts struggle to tear it down and fight They will rip you apart and bite the flesh from your bone They will prey on you when you are all alone Give into them and they shall make you one of their own Give into them and let this obscurity be your new home They are the demons that you can not defeat For they are the Obsolete COPYRIGHT: RACHEL FEDERLE (VICTORIA WOLF MO… Continue

Added by Wolf Moon on April 8, 2009 at 3:00pm — No Comments