I've been rather uncomfortable with people going into the room where my altar to Lilith is set up. Not that I'm ashamed but rather the fact that they aren't worthy to see it. They'd question or judge my creation and that takes away from the spiritual aspect of the altar. I found a way today to fix my altar in a separate space, in a discreet location. My space is secure, away from the prying eyes of the unwashed (my domestic situation is someone intolerant). Nobody will be able to see my…Continue
It's disheartening to not be able to find a group of pagans to meet with, gather with, etc. There are one or two within a 50 mile radius, but they're more political and into social causes than anything else. Nothing peaceful about them. They're just as rigid and intolerant as the groups they are rebelling against. I want a strong spiritual foundation without having politics brought into the picture. This one group gathers to mainly protest. Protest what? Protest everything. If there's a…Continue
Added by Enola Sage on June 13, 2019 at 6:52pm — No Comments
I'm working on an Ancestor's altar. I have pictures on the wall above the altar space. I some SOME items that belonged to a couple of the people but for the others, I'm going to put things on the altar that represent the people. For example, I had two great uncles who I loved dearly. One would always give me a quarter whenever I saw him. The other...I remember him buying me candy. Usually reese cups. So for them, I'm going to put a couple of quarters and a couple of those mini reese cups. I…Continue
Been so dry and now we finally have rain. I'd done a ceremony to summon the rains two days ago. The wind came immediately but the rain was a bit slower. I think I'm rather successful at this because of my connection to the water element. I'm proud to be a water witch.
But sitting here, looking out the door, my mind is wandering. I feel as if I'm missing something, that I'm meant to do something or go somewhere or reach out to someone. I hate feeling so restless but the water…Continue
Well, I did it. I spoke up for myself this evening. Going back home and leaving the lake behind me for a couple of days. The energy at the lake is toxic and I'm reacting badly to it. I told my husband I wanted to go home and I get the "why, what's wrong" conversation. Nothing's wrong (other than I hate it there), I just want to go home and water my plants, clean my altar, and maybe have some much needed spiritual "me time". The place at the lake is idyllic, or should be. But it doesn't feel…Continue
I've really been working on my spiritual life, being a stronger and more grounded person. I'm trying to maintain focus and I think that I've done really well since making the connection with Lilith. I've welcomed her into my life and work with her daily, or as my own imperfect life allows. One thing I'm doing is building a rosary ritual. Yeah, so far I'm using a typical catholic rosary but I don't feel any conflict with that. The cross is a symbol and that symbol means nothing to me from a…Continue