✮CyN✮'s Blog (16)

So I remember last year around this time my twin and I had similar dreams about our grandfather who passed away a few years ago.

 

Lastnight, I had a dream about him he was laying down like he was dying. My twin and I watched and asked where our grandmother was (who had died 2 yrs ago) She appeared and all of us hugged! like a group hug. They both looked so happy (grandma from my moms side & grandpa from my dads side).

 

I woke up crying for like 10mins…

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So, this was my third time trying to astral travel or leave my physical body. I used an ointment I had made last week. As I layed in my bed, body relaxed, focused on my breathing, my body began to tingle & and felt.... Strange..hard to explain it. I had an urge to just roll out. Or some how leave my physical body, but i just couldnt get out. My heart rate & breathing began to increase as I felt excited & scared at the same time! Kind of like an adrenaline rush! Then I had just… Continue

Today I went for a walk down to the end of my street to sit by the river, upon leaving I noticed a pile of eagle feathers, and some were blue and yellow along with a spool of thread and some pins. They looked rather dirty as it seemed they have been there awhile. So my question is, do they leave their items out in the elements for a few days to cleanse them before making one?

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They say on Samhain; if you see a spider DO NOT kill is as it is an ancestor watching out for you.

 

And today I seen a big spider in my bathroom garbage can! Freaked me out lol :)

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Not too long ago my twin and I were discussing our dreams we had lastnight.....

 

Cyn ☪ says

i had dreams about sleeping in a forest and gpa was in my dream oh and an 8 yr old girl that went missing

Shelli . says

i had a dream about gpa shields

Cyn ☪ says

same

Shelli . says

weird

where did u see him?

did u see dads oatmeal cookies?

Cyn ☪ says

we were eating cookies...i seen him in the living…

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So I spent the morning of Litha at chruch....for my uncles funeral. I felt kind of awkward being there, but hey, I wanted to pay my respects. There were alot of songs sung, which I didn't sing any or say prayers...well, I just read along in my head. I've always been like that though. My uncle and aunt are Lutherian or something w/e that is lol and are pastors at the church we went to. After that had some luch with family and LOTS of people I didnt know (members of the…

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I had this dream I was getting ready to go somewhere. I was putting on lots of makeup with purple eyeshadow and black eyeliner. Then I was running through the forest that was lit up by the moon. Tall trees everywhere and green grass. There was a trail I found and followed it. I came to a road then to a place where a man was standing keeping guard.

 

 I tried to get to the dock were there were people sitting gazing at the sky but he held me back. I told him "Im pagan! I need to…

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In my dream It was really windy and I was sitting in a backyard of a house with my son and twin sister. She pointed up to the sky and said "omg whats that?"



I looked into the sky and what I seen was a tent floating in the sky. It landed right beside us. I opened it and there was a sign hanging in the inside I read it but cant remember what it said but I think it was from a native guy who was hitchhiking along the highway who just disappeared...



I found some items inside.… Continue

I only remember some parts...its fading fast so I wanted to write about it. I just woke up...

 

I was in the house I grew up in. Sleeping in my own room. I would wake up at 7am and it dark in my room. I walked out into the kitchen where it was dark and there was a cat that I pet. I was looking for the light but couldnt find it so I looked towards where the living room was and there was a weird creature looking at me I couldnt make out what it was. I got freaked out and jumped…

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So Linda (the one who had passed away recently) husband dropped off all of her books, oils, incense, and candles to me. I can't believe she still has my old BOS that she made for me, and she even finished it off for me too! there are also a couple other ones she started. A few books by Silver Ravenwolf...I guess Linda favoured her. There were also 2 new blank leather bound journals. I feel so blessed to have been given these. I will take good care of them!

 I was also looking at a…

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1. Take the ritual sword from the alter and make sounds like Darth Vader..."Luke, I am your father!"...and start making light saber noises.



2. Start skat-singing when chanting.



3. Take the ritual athame from the alter and start cleaning your nails with it.



4. When taking a sip of the ritual wine, act like a wine snob and comment on it.



5. When doing the spiral dance, make a conga line.



6. Call down the Goddess with "Get your ass…

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The fear of Friday the 13th is called friggatriskaidekaphobia (Frigga being the name of the Norse goddess for whom "Friday" is named and triskaidekaphobia meaning fear of the number thirteen)

I lost a dear friend today. Linda was a great friend, a great sister (in law), she was my pagan friend, and I learned alot from her. She was a very strong & brave woman. I will miss all the fun times we spent together, even the bad times we had. Those memories will be cherished. Linda, You will be sadly missed by many, but never forgotten! She had a heart of gold…

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Beloved Bast, mistress of happiness and bounty, twin of the Sun God, slay the evil that afflicts our minds as you slew the serpent Apep.

With your graceful stealth anticipate the moves of all who perpetrate cruelties and stay their hands against the children of light.…

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Great earth mother!
We give you praise today
 and ask for your blessing upon us.
 As seeds spring forth
 and grass grows green
 and winds blow gently
 and the rivers flow
 and the sun shines down
 upon our land,
 we offer thanks to you for your blessings
 and your gifts of life each spring.

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