I go to sleep
I wake up
I think it's over
It never ends
I think I've found
the answer
I think it's over
It never ends
Can't stop shaking
Where to now?
I think it's over
It never ends
Will I find it?
Will I know?
I think it's over
It never ends
Fionn oMurchu
11/28/09 Continue
I rode to the shore
and gazed across the water
sun dancing on waves
She snorted and blew
as I held onto silence
waiting for the sound
And then I heard you
calling from over the sea
pulling at my heart
The breeze blew softly
I felt your fingers touch me
make me close my eyes
She stomped once again
shook her head, so impatient
gathering to spring
When? she seemed to say
When do we leap to the sky?
And meet destiny?
Soon, I smiled to her
The day has almost come up
touched us with its light
A… Continue
Just a note that I'll be gone from Thursday through Sunday doing something that's long overdue. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!
Peace to the Sky,
Fionn /|\ Continue
'...Look at me, Eowyn!'
And Eowyn looked at Faramir long and steadily; and Faramir said: 'Do not scorn pity that is the gift of a gentle heart, Eowyn! But I do not offer you my pity. For you are a lady high and valiant and have yourself won renown that shall not be forgotten; and you are a lady beautiful, I deem, beyond even the words of the Eleven-tongue to tell. And I love you. Once I pitied your sorrow. But now, were you sorrowless, without fear or any lack, were you the blissful Queen of Go… Continue
Faramir smiled, though his heart was filled with pity. 'Your window does not look eastward?' he said. 'That can be amended. In this I will command the Warden. If you will stay in this house in our care, Lady, and take your rest, then you shall walk in this garden in the sun, as you will; and you shall look east, whither all our hopes have gone. And here you will find me, walking and waiting, and also looking east. It would ease my care, if you would speak to me, or walk at whiles with me.'
Then… Continue
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The time has come
I have stepped over the edge
into the void
I made the choice
Now it is time to make good
to prove myself
No turning back
I will not fail, no regret
This time it's real
Fionn oMurchu
10/14/09 Continue
How could you? This time I won't let you take it back
I won't let you try to kiss away the wounds from your attack
This is the last time - I'll make sure it never happens again
I'm not the same tame puppy that used to please your ego then
So go now - this time you put your foot in your mouth
Not even realizing the love had already gone south
This is the last time - and maybe you might even learn
If you stick your hand in dead ashes, something there still might burn
Fionn oMu… Continue
I'm not going to let this kill me. I'm going to come out the other side. There are certain...things...I just can't allow to affect me anymore. I won't be a target, ever again. Anyone trying to hurt me, be warned. I'm not nice anymore. Continue
I'm at the mouth of Green Canyon, looking across the valley to the Wellsville and Clarkston Mountains. Gunsight Peak rises up to the northwest, and Wellsville Cone and Box Elder Peak loom high to the west. The Bear River Range is at my back, a sturdy and reassuring support. Mount Elmer is holding me up.
I love this valley. I love the wetlands below, where the Canada Geese and Sandhill Cranes teach me silence and patience. I love the high mountains that surround me, and the eagles that soar abov… Continue
Everything - and by that I mean EVERYTHING - in my life has changed, in the space of a few months. All that I know, all that I am comfortable with, all that is familiar, is either transformed or gone. I've been plucked like a chesspiece from the road my life has followed up until now, and set down o… Continue
A lot of times I write guided meditations for myself instead of using "spells", although the difference is moot. It's all about directing energy. I wrote this last night and plan to use it often - tell me what you think.
BREAKING OUT (disclaimer: not for the claustrophobic)
First perform the Earth and Sky meditation http://www.paganspace.net/profiles/blogs/earth-and-sky
Then:
You open your eyes. There is only a dim light. You are surrounded by four rough stone walls, and a stone ceiling that… Continue
Personal Daily Horoscope of Friday, 28 August 2009
for Fionn oMurchu, born 16 April 1954
Old psychological burdens ***
Valid during many months: Don't become too worried by any profound changes which may turn your life upside-down, because they will give you the necessary strength and energy to finally get rid of some of your old psychological burdens. A friend, work colleague or close family member could have the necessary therapeutic capability to help, being able to put their finger on somet… Continue
Well, that was interesting. He didn't like the way I shake. After an hour he said I need to be treated for stress, anxiety and depression. Meds will follow...and he wants to see me AND Bella Monday. Continue
Now my gastro doctor is sending me to a shrink...he says I definitely have GI issues but my emotional/psychological state is aggravating them...so here I go, to unload a ton of pent-up burdens...I hope he's ready for it lol Continue
FIONN'S RE-DEDICATION - LUGHNASADH 2009
Light incense to consecrate the Sacred Space: light the fire, fill the cauldron, and caress the tree.
Statement:
“I strayed from the Path
A harvest bleak I own
I return to the Path
with new seeds to be sown”
Center and ground with the… Continue
Sunday 7/19/09 12:03pm CDT 38,000' somewhere over Kansas
I'm on my way back from Ohio and, aside from the actual misery of air travel (which I consider a tad more invasive than my last colonoscopy), the last few days have been relaxing and healing. But I miss my home and… Continue
Greetings, me Loves. I'll be gone from tonight (Wednesday July 15th) through Sunday due to a family bereavement. Keep the circle open for me! I love you all :)
Peace to the Sky,
Fionn /|\ Continue
"Happiness requires an ability to tolerate uncertainty. Life really is what we make it and our choices do make a difference" - Auntie Midge
We moved to Pennsylvania when I was ten. Mom, Dad and I, that is. My sister had already married a doctor, and my brother was in college studying chemistry. Dad got transferred by his company, and off we went.
My artistic side was blossoming at this point. Ten years old and I was drawing wonderful nudes (aided by surreptitious glances at "Playboy" in the ho… Continue
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