So some "spirit" has been trying to get between me and my incubus for like a year and now I have been adding up in my life- I am going for my Masters in Healthcare Administration in Houston and stuff- So get this - The spirit has been coming on to me telling me he is "God" or my "conscience" and since I was brought up strict Christian I should know better than to bet on a male spirit to firmly bond with me because " they always leave and act up and they cant be trained and stuff. Obviously…Continue
Last night I slept really well mostly with my pan and spirit friends in the room, we are starting to push the negative ones out and I look forward to my life in texas with a group of determined friends who wish to coexist. So this morning 90 percent of US went on to the bus - it was 5:30! THIS MORNING, had to catch early bus to not be late for class. One of the lesbian bully ones unfortunately was up and waiting for me as I got dressed and forced me to walk with her down the street , my…Continue
So anyway , I have been lighting candles and incense for about 3 days, hoping to cast some of the negative energy out of the house... It works sporatically but it also seems to make the most childish immature one even worse. Basically one of the more bossy entitiies is about 14-17 years old, only wants to talk about sex and gossip and LITERally pushes me out of the way when I am trying to get into my makeup or bathtub or do my choirs. Almost every night when I go to sleep some of them get…Continue
So basically there is a spirit or something in my tv, sigh , this is sometimes my life for weeks :( It is obsessed with "jumping from the screen " to me etc. Also it totally takes over the tv characters and then obsesses itself with driving me away from the tv screen. The laast couple days it's number one topic of conversation is basically trying to make personal conversation about what I have let my friends in Pan do?? I mean they eat sleep and live with me? Why is it some strangers job…Continue
Added by Elisabeth Cartwright on February 9, 2019 at 11:07am — No Comments
So basically I have been continuing in my sorceress cupbourd project. As I said I have black ink, black shoelaces, eyeglasses, karma bracelet and some written out spells. I also got some nails from my dad and pins from my necklace. Also two black candles, I have been burning more and more candles, I have been spending more and more on candles to keep the house in a warmer glos. Picked up some cemetery dirt out a ways from belmont.. Have two jars going now with dirt. There is such an…Continue
So after the LONGGGG weekend feeling sick to my stomach and with migraines I decided to not watch much tv and turn in early . I guess the PAN machine that WEllsville is hooked up is way to dependant on me - as the only occultist :( Because I woke up this morning and it was like a 5 year old again. I tried to watch some new movies and it kept zapping itself and me through the tv. Also something kept crawling up and down my teeth that I was discussing on the bus. Still no phone and someone…Continue
So I heard- across Pan and telephone Yesterday that Justin was in the psyche ward :( I confirmed I would visit and it said it knew, then today??? Someone kept telling me for 4 -6 hours to go see JUSTIN?
Anyway I went over there walk was treacherous - especially where the people got hurt running across th estreet in their pan suits :( I could barely walk along the back road I felt like things from the road to the sky were hitting. ME. Got there A TON of PANS were there stealing or…Continue
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So over the weekend- Justin couldn't come over and the spirits - or whatever in the house said they couldn't find somewhere to go for the next time period - be it a house, car ride or a job ;( So I basically decided - since I had been having really bad stomache aches and migraines from the general stress - hang out in my bathtub and read fantasy all weekend!!! Some alien devices showed up - square with different kinds of motifs and faces to…Continue
So I am finishing myt first month back to school - paid 204 dollars for a text book ! Out rageous. Even though I am dutifully taking my meds and I haven't done drugs in a long time. There is a negative spirit that is constantly whispering at me that I am going to fail, I wont do well in Houston, my mom is going to find out my thoughts?????? typical crepe from jealous spirit. I cant wait to put some distance between us. The crazy ad and photo spirits in the small mall near me are becoming …Continue
So I have decided to move back to Houston, Texas! Can't wait I am so sick of the negative energy around here! So I have developed an altar at home on top of the nice wooden that my dad made me. I draw a pentagle there DAILy and put burning candles on either side of it. I also have a pretty glass vase I put there with melted wax from my jesus candles. I have done a few spells there so far, Nothing drastic and the results aren't that dramatic. One of the negative cast off retards that wont…Continue
Continuation from the forum.
So anyway I went back to my hometown and (after exiting the horrendous possessed bus) I went home- again I had to REMIND everyone that the Baphomet - pentagram is /was buried behind the house. When I got off the bus- something saying it was DeVito got off the bus with me. It felt like it was maybe laying into my body in a way like a very heavy weight or something? I kept pausing to maybe - allow it to get off? but it kept following me up the hill…Continue
Just kidding, but somewhat true! I am leaving for a 28 days rehab stay south of me. Its a dual diagnosis center with a great repution I am hoping it can help me stop at least SOME of my addictions, drug and otherwise. I don't really have a choice but I still want to have a good outlook.
I will be writing short stories while I am there and will be putting up on PSpace when I get back.
We once had an old indian who walked our land once a year to visit his ancestors on theland. Several times we felt his prescence and even invited him into our homes. He seemed to settle in with us and besides the animal experiences seemed to be quiet happy.
The last day we spoke to him, I dear hunter showed up and left us an offereing.
Wiccan living in the country@
Added by Elisabeth Cartwright on August 25, 2015 at 3:08pm — No Comments