Well here I am with a cup of coffee in and and a smoke lit To tell you the last past two weeks have been a hot mess would be putting it lightly . My world has been shaken up and turned up side down I ture test on my soul there is not a place I can go that is not in a hot mess right now .
everyone At work is in a bad mood because we have invintory on Thursday I have been fighting with them so I can spend time with my step kids that we get ever other weekend .
At home well My husband ron took on the Mid michigan pagan podcast page and His own Personal Page down because he was done And i understand why he did it and he is my husband and I well back him up .
And People Big Sigh It hurts my soul I am feeling torn up by all the mess and choas that has been going on .
I feel that there is no one I can talk to about my dark night of the soul if that is what you would call it but this is not about my faith but it is about life . When I reach out there is noone there .