Have you ever noticed that honor is a rare thing nowadays? I've been told a lot of things about my sence of honor, including that it's outdated (500 years outdated), too hard for anyone to hold to, utterly rediculous. But at the same time, I have a lot of people who envy how well I hold to it. (I'm not perfect, but I never claimed to be) But what I have found is the hardest part about having a very strict honor code is dealing with people who appear to have no honor code at all. I've never been great at dealing with liars (especially considering I can feel lies roll over my skin) but there have been many times recently when people without honor have made me a liar, even if I didn't know it at the time.
I would love to know if anyone has any suggestions for dealing with this problem, as it hurts to know I've violated my code, but I refuse to give it up, it's all I really have (aside from my family, of course).