Realy, REALY wanna hurt some one, no particular person, just wanna let out my aggression on some people. I was under the impression that the army would provide me with the opportunity to harm my fellow man without fear of legal retribution. But alas; once again thou hast lied to me society! Such a double edged sword; they don't want killers, but they want us ready to kill. No homocidal tendencies, but I must be prepared to end any life that threatens me and mine at the drop of a hat. No mental deficiencies, but one must be similar to one with split personality disorder, or bypolar disorder. I wonder if the marines have to deal with this kind of bull shit. If I were single, I'd definately have gone over to the misguided children, but the days in which I can think of only myself are long gone. May Ishtar bless me with an enimy that I may lay to sleep and whatch as his spirit is taken in to the arms of Ereshkigal.