I'm very anxious tonight. A family member decided to flip out on me again over a misunderstanding. The thing is since I've been dealing with issues with my pregnancy and everything else, I no longer have patience for rudeness or people just being selfish. This is a constant thing with them. Always telling me what I'm doing wrong, etc, etc. Needless to say it ended with them deleting me (I know it's such a heartbreaker)... and then texting me to tell me all this stuff. I stood my ground and had to tell them that unless they can act right, I won't have the negativity in my life. I need to focus on my unborn child, etc.
Well now later tonight I have a ton of anxiety. I feel like my nerves are on fire. The problem is I know without a doubt I did the right thing. I can't keep letting negativity into my life. Or those that love constant drama. But I hate how I feel right now. I wish that life was so much simpler. I'm thinking the anxiety is coming from past feelings of being abandoned by family cause of religion, and now this person is being added to the group of those that no longer talk to me. But all I can do is just try to move forward with my life. It's funny how I've gotten rid of so many negative people in my life over the last year, and that was one of my resolutions. I haven't conscientiously done this, it's just happened. But you know what? It's the best thing. Life is so much more peaceful when you don't have to deal with those that bring in drama. Life on my own is drama enough.
So I'm hoping I can get this anxiety to ease, as I'm beyond tired and ready for bed and have to get up early to take munchkin to school. I feel better though having typed out my feelings. I know this is always helpful.