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the pain and anguish of depression is not an immagined thing this is a real and deep pain that one fights to live through every day most ppl dont c the pain as i hide it well i seem normal i look normal but i am in constant pain and being alon only makes this worse this is something that can never be fixed i am a broken soul and it hurts to know i will never b normal never be happy no matter what ne one says or dose for me i will never be happy and that hurts more than the depression how can suck a beautiful loving caring soul be burdand with such a painful and presistant illiness with something so hars as to make someone never be able to be happy 

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Comment by Lord Soth on August 16, 2012 at 8:42am

I can't really fully understand what you are feeling, but I can offer my compassion and perhaps a virtual (((hug)))

Comment by JADE_RAVEN on August 16, 2012 at 9:03am

its an unending pain deep and unremovable i dont know what you have gone through so i dont have ne thing to compare it to for u 

Comment by Karen Black on August 16, 2012 at 2:09pm

May I ask how long you have been diagnosed with that? Is the cause of it known? What treatment, if any, were you offered?

Comment by JADE_RAVEN on August 16, 2012 at 4:55pm

ive had this diagnosis since i was 13 the cause is just a seritonin imballance in the brain the treatment for it is medication normaly ssri's and other medication the issue is that im 26 now the depression has only gotten worse and i hate medication cause it dont always work that and it makes me feel weird had ppl tell me im like a zombie on them that and i dont have the money to go c a doctor to get them its a long process and one that takes a lot of money theripists and shrinks dont come cheep most r ne where from 300 - 700$ a session and i would have to go every week than theres the cost of the meds 

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