So I am confused on what religion I am. Back in HS I was a Pagan...sorta. Then a year later after graduating (so in 09) I change to Satanism after finding out it wasn't what I thought it was, that and a close friend (no thought it was, that and a close friend (no longer friends) was a Satanist. I was one for lets say a year or so. And now I am nothing.
Sometimes I think religion is stupid other times I think religion is ok.
I am kind of weary of religion because I am a gay male and most religions don't like who I am. But idk what religion I belong to anymore. I kind of want to get back into Paganism/Wiccan but idk maybe go back to Satanism? Or maybe I am just a person who likes to learn about the occult. (Paganism, Wiccan, demons, and other supernatural stuff) Cause I have been fascinated in the supernatural. And yes I will be one of those people that said TV help me get interested. I watch Destination Truth, Fact or Facked, and Ghost Hunters on the SyFy channel. And yes I am watching Buffy/Supernatural. (I know I should not be like OMG It's realz cause I saw it on TV. I am smarter. I do my research and gather my info before I believe or not.) I have a book about various demons around the world, and a book on candle magic (the book says magic but I've seen it spelled Magik or Magick which is the correct term?)
So yeah I am asking for help and opinions on what I should do.
Thanks for your help.