So I am confused on what religion I am. Back in HS I was a Pagan...sorta. Then a year later after graduating (so in 09) I change to Satanism after finding out it wasn't what I thought it was, that and a close friend (no thought it was, that and a close friend (no longer friends) was a Satanist. I was one for lets say a year or so. And now I am nothing.
Sometimes I think religion is stupid other times I think religion is ok.
I am kind of weary of religion because I am a gay male and most religions don't like who I am. But idk what religion I belong to anymore. I kind of want to get back into Paganism/Wiccan but idk maybe go back to Satanism? Or maybe I am just a person who likes to learn about the occult. (Paganism, Wiccan, demons, and other supernatural stuff) Cause I have been fascinated in the supernatural. And yes I will be one of those people that said TV help me get interested. I watch Destination Truth, Fact or Facked, and Ghost Hunters on the SyFy channel. And yes I am watching Buffy/Supernatural. (I know I should not be like OMG It's realz cause I saw it on TV. I am smarter. I do my research and gather my info before I believe or not.) I have a book about various demons around the world, and a book on candle magic (the book says magic but I've seen it spelled Magik or Magick which is the correct term?)
So yeah I am asking for help and opinions on what I should do.
Thanks for your help.
-Kahroo
Comment by Deorwine on August 27, 2012 at 12:28am Do you need to define your path?
Do you have Gods, demi-gods, angels, demons, or other that you venerate? As a heathen I don't think my Gods care if you are gay or not, they care only how you live your life(honourably or not).
No one can determine what you are for you. But if you need to bounce ideas or thoughts off of someone I am willing to help.
Comment by Maris Hellfaerie (Maire) on August 27, 2012 at 5:59pm Many great people were "nothing" in terms of agnostic/ atheist
Why not turn to philosophy, or conventional education?
Comment by Kahroo on August 27, 2012 at 11:43pm
Comment by Deorwine on August 28, 2012 at 2:24am
Comment by Kahroo on August 29, 2012 at 1:49am To be honest I am not sure myself. I think it may have to do with I like the supernatural and demons and I feel with religion I could do something. What IDK. I want to learn more about it. So I think having a religion related to magick (Magic? Magik?) May help me understand it.
I do sometimes like to be different then others so I think having a religion that is different then everyone else in this dam town could be a thing too. I am not really sure.
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