So, last night after I wrote about how terribly lazy I felt, I decided that before i went to bed I'd do a little Tarot reading and ask for a little guidance. Now, I'm no Tarot expert by any stretch, I've only just started to learn the deck and so i decided that trying a full spread would just make things more complicated than I was looking for at 3 a.m. I just got out my little owl totem for wisdom, lit a candle and some sage incense (for sage advice, LMAO. Oh, how I love puns...) and I shuffled, pulled one card as I asked for advice about the present, then reshuffled and asked for advice about the future. For the Present, I drew the Nine of Pentacles, which is significant for financial matters. Since I'm applying at a temp agency on Monday and looking to get out of the dead end job I'm in now, it seems that I'm on the right track in changing my work situation.
For the Future, I drew The Hermit, which I admit made me panic for a moment since I hate the idea of me dying alone with my cat. My plans to move back into the city are to make me less of a hermit, in fact. Despite all that, the description of the Hermit card was significant to the seeking of answers, and the realization that one already has them, they just require introspection in order to reach them. Granted that I want to refocus on my spirituality, that could also be an indication that I'm in the midst of that search for answers, and maybe one day I'll have them, much like the Hermit.