I contemplate a lot of things, and i contemplate often. I am not usually a blog writer, but my emotions are controlling my hand.
In every person, i believe a great kindness and a great evil exist. I believe they coexist, and one would not survive without the other. Just as without night, there would be no day and vice versa. Sometimes kindness is prominent in certain people, and evil in others. Sometimes its neutral. Everyone has dark thoughts, everyone gets heart warming feelings from certain things. People are versatile, and that is what makes them wonderful, and horrible creatures all at once. Thats what makes it so beautiful.
I acknowledge the evil, but i seek out the kindness in people. It seems that it is so easy for people to be caught in despair, and so difficult to have hope. It seems that it is so easy to criticize, but difficult to have the courage to pay a compliment. I believe there are different aspects of that kindness and that evil, as if you could split it into sections; like taking water from a well and dispersing it, it all comes from the same source. Both kindness, and evil have many faces.
Its a beautiful thing, to find the kindness in a person. I am usually social, i am not afraid to smile or say hello. I pay compliments, i speak my mind. Fairly recently, i was getting to know someone, and i was waiting for that kindness to show, i knew it was there, but its like it was covered by a dense cloud. Sometimes, i could catch a glimpse of it, but then the defenses were back up. I haven't found that kindness, instead i found a great evil. I knew it was there, but i didn't expect it; I was just shown one of its faces... It leaves my mind melancholy..