MEN LIKE THAT DONT REALLY EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok if u have no idea what i'm talking about... i am reading the twilight series...
Edward Cullen is the most wonderful man in the world and i wish i could find someone like him...
he has patience, he is kind, he loves whole heartedly, he is old fashioned....

he is just perfect

i dunno y its takin such a hold of me but it has he is breath taking in every sense....

you do not understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am crying over a fictional charter...

maybe its more.... or not
maybe its because i want to be loved like that maybe i already had it n i lost it people say i am nuts to think that....

all i know is that i want to love like that and to be loved like that

the sad thing is that i dont think i will ever get it......

if the man that is for me.... if he is out there please come out of the shadows and take my hand.... i am so tired of feelin alone and lonely....

Or....

maybe this is my way of dealing with the loss of other important person in my life that was like my rock in a sense....

i think its both....

oh hell i have finally lost my mind i dunno......

Tags: LIFE, MEN, REALITY

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Comment by Payden Fuhl on May 22, 2009 at 1:47am: We do exist - honest.
Its just that when we're found whoever finds us seems compelled to destroy who we are.
I'm not gay.
I'm not married.
But I live on another continent - so I guess that counts as unavailable : )
Hey 2 out of 3 ain't bad.
Blessings

Comment by DragonHawk on May 22, 2009 at 3:36am: I have not read the series but from what you described and what I have heard from friends that are fans of those books men like that do exist, I am one. I am old fashioned even though I am only 20 and I love with more than my entire heart, which has led to many heartaches. I do not blame you for being jaded though, I am to an extent because I give everything off myself to even my friends and this has been taken advantage of over and over.

Comment by dominique on May 22, 2009 at 8:59am: actually i dont think i wear any blinders because well i kinda jump in kinda head first when they have that mask on n then well i go n put all of it in and then i get stompt on....
i know i aint something pretty to look at but i have a good heart n somewhat a good soul ( just a lil ok alot dirty minded ) but besides that who knows hell maybe i am just finally going crazy

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