I don't have a lot of fancy words to say. In fact, most of the time I have trouble getting my thoughts out into words. Which makes it kind of funny that I'm a blogger for a living right? I like to physically write as opposed to typing. My journals are filled with numerous thoughts and ideas that I could never type out. Most of them are blank halfway through because, well, I'm a wanderer! In life and in writing!
In case you'd like to know a little bit about who I am, I'm a 27 year old wife and mother. I currently have 2 little boys, ages 4 and 6, with another little boy on the way in September. I have an undying love for nature, and I don't feel whole unless I can step out into the world at least once every day. I am blessed that in the spring there is a jungle of green bushes and trees that pop up about 10 feet from my bedroom window, where I do all my writing. It blocks the neighbor's house and makes me feel like I'm in a secluded little cabin in the middle of nowhere. It's truly my escape.
Soon, my husband and I are buying some land (hopefully wooded) and moving our family into a camper as we start to build our not so tiny, tiny house! 800 sq ft is what we are wanting, and we have the plans already made for it. Luckily my father runs his own construction business so we have it made when it comes to advice or blueprints! We want to try to build this house for as cheap as possible and live mortgage free. We have started collecting wood from all different sources, mainly in the "free" section on craigslist. This is a dream of ours that, although lengthy to accomplish, will be so rewarding in the end. It takes up a majority of our daydreaming as of late.
I'll finish with what brought me here, to Pagan Space. I am a woman who struggles immensely to find herself. I am a bohemian spirit, wild child at heart, nature lover, empath (which I struggle with daily), and have always been drawn to the metaphysical world. For 11 years, on and off, I have practiced Wicca. As of late I've realized that I don't want to be tied down and labeled as just a Wiccan because I have beliefs of my own as well. So I have been just using the term Pagan. Sometimes I wonder if I should just use the term spiritual because my heart doesn't just stick to one thing ever! I was happy to find this site so that I can get to know people similar to me. People on that journey to figuring out what life is about and trying to find where they fit in to the Pagan religions!
I appreciate all kindness in advance, and hope to talk to some of you soon!