"Nature Helping Nature"
The storm can not form,
without the wind moving the rain.
The fire can not breath,
without the wind moving it across the earth.
The water can not move,
without the earth as it's course.
The earth can not grow,
without the fire bellowing upward.
The rainbow can not be created,
without the sun shinning,
without the rain falling,
without the wind blowing the clouds,
without the earth making holes to collect the water.
-11/08/09
Nature has responseabilities but also has fun working together, helping each other create something so beautiful and enjoyable.
To not have a husband help his wife with enjoying life together, they have nothing. Dan says many times a month, a year - "You can go do that by yourself." He says this when I would like him to join me in my fun. To join me in helping with my creativity. What do I get from him? "I don't want to do that. You can go enjoy that on your own." He refuses to help me on anything, from how I read him. Whenever I needed help with my novel "Mythia", he would refuse to read even one page. He would pretend that he helped by reading it, but I know better. Since he doesn't ever want to help me with any of my own responseabilities or the fun parts of my life that coinside with my responseabilities (hence my novel that I will someday pubish unlike Dan's 'fanfiction'), I feel unhappy and worthless. He doesn't understand that that is how I bond with my mate. Bonding doesn't always have to be sexual/physical contact. It can also be helping each other achieve a goal that will benifit both partners. He keeps saying, "You keep writing that book so you can make us rich." I can't do it all by myself. If he wants to be rich and so do I, I need help getting to my goal or our goals. He doesn't care and I'm tired of seeing that he doesn't care.
It breaks my heart.
Tags: divorce, lonely, poem
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