What if the God or Goddess I believe in wanted me to die because they wanted to do something other than role-play a human girl..?
When I role-play characters in D&D, sometimes these characters jump into existence..
They feel like personal archetypes..
When they die in violent ways, sometimes I feel like I need to help them find peace..
Several times, I reached a place in my character's lives where emotions were strong and scary.
Suddenly I wanted my character to die.
I just didn't want to play her anymore..
Would that be like a strange form of suicide?
I can't give up irl.
I can give up in games, but my characters don't want to die..
and as the one role-playing those characters, am I not their mother/goddess?
Shouldn't I be kind and loving and believe in my characters?
Shouldn't I urge them to reach their potential and want them to live a long and "happy" life?