Pathfinder Question

What if the God or Goddess I believe in wanted me to die because they wanted to do something other than role-play a human girl..?
When I role-play characters in D&D, sometimes these characters jump into existence..
They feel like personal archetypes..

When they die in violent ways, sometimes I feel like I need to help them find peace..

Several times, I reached a place in my character's lives where emotions were strong and scary.
Suddenly I wanted my character to die.
I just didn't want to play her anymore..

Would that be like a strange form of suicide?
I can't give up irl.
I can give up in games, but my characters don't want to die..

and as the one role-playing those characters, am I not their mother/goddess?
Shouldn't I be kind and loving and believe in my characters?

Shouldn't I urge them to reach their potential and want them to live a long and "happy" life?

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Comment by David Carron on July 25, 2012 at 5:38pm: Thoughts of suicide? Get professional help. Seriously.

Comment by Rune on July 27, 2012 at 4:28pm: Thank you and I will seek help somehow. [though I think just being aware of being this numb is a good start.]