The occult for me has been a way to make terms with this world. It has helped me to center myself and be very intuitive with day to day life. Yes I do believe in the Deities and the holidays and all the general knowledge that any basic book has to offer but I'm still searching for more. That's why I am a firm believer in invocations and evocations. I feel by doing this you can acquire knowledge that isn't readily available. I know it's a long shot but my quest isn't a logical one. I truly am trying to find a way to become more powerful then you everyday magician. I strive to be better then John Dee and Crowley. Everyday I learn new things and I'm hoping that one day I could step into the otherworld in physical form.