Strange dream with Ynycornus...

November 7, 2009 - Saturday
My dream last night...

I was hanging out with Ynycornus during his teen years. I figure he was between the ages 14-16. His hair was black or very dark brown and past his shoulder blades in length. We were talking about things that interested us. Then, his father calls him or it was his friends or someone. Ynycornus invites all his friends to this family evening dinner thing. The thing that bothered me, was his father singled me out as though I was not invited. I get to the resturant where everyone is. Ynycornus was upset that I didn't show up until then and asked me why I was sitting by myself acorss the resturant. I told him that his father singled me out and he confronted his father. His father said, "I don't like her. She's after your money." This really gets us both upset. I then tell his father, "It's not his money yet, it's all yours. I don't want his money. I love him for him. His money I don't care one bit about." Anyway, I then storm off out of the resturant. This place was located on the edge of a cliff too which I found odd. I then found myself at the edge of the cliff and I jumped off. I don't know if I spreed my Mythian white wings or if I fell to my death before I woke up.

The odd thing is about this dream though, is Ynycornus' face kinda changed form between himself, Dan and an old ex-boyfriend back in 2000 that I dated over the net. The boy in question, was well off and his family never liked me and thought I was after his money. This upset the young man to confront his parents and which caused us to break up. As for Dan's face showing up in the dream, I married him out of poverty. Money doesn't interest me save for keeping a roof over my head, food on the table and basic enjoyments of my art and simple pleasures.

So, I'm not sure if this dream was showing me a mix of past situations or my subconcious is trying to tell me that me trying to understand and figure out Ynycornus' real life story, that I may be mixing up my own experinces with other people to fill in the blanks. I hope that's not the case. If it is, oh well. All I care about of this spirited being whom I call Ynycornus, is that I love him. He's a good soul/spirit. He's never harmed me and he's always been there for me since I was a child. I love him forever and always.