Today is my little ones first day of school! She's never been away from me... I think the longest time that her and I weren't attached at the hip was 6 months. So, I sit here blubbering! Oh boy, that seperation anxiety really sneaks up on you doesn't it.
Well, now I think my hubby and I really have to think about trying to have another. Which just stirs up a whole new set of fears and anxiety in me. I have such a hard time with pregnancies. Not the pregnancy itself, but keeping them. I have a history of miscarriage and had one recently... mentally I'm doing ok with it. I just want the timing to be right and to have a heathy pregnancy. I pray I don't miscarry again... no matter how many you have it's hard. I've been struggling out of the depression the last one brought with it. It's been several months now and I think its time we try again. I didn't want there to be so much time between children... but nevertheless, I'm going to stay as positive about it as I can!
Well, my baby is officially a school-aged child, and I'm talking about going back to diapers. I know it's not politically correct but I love being a SAHM! I love everything about it.
Oh, I need to stop blubbering now! I'm going to go and start my day... LOL, actually my afternoon.
If you read this, thanks for enduring my moment!
Keegan
Tags: children, pregnancy, school
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i say go for it :)