What the F**k is Wrong with You!?!

I figure it is not fair if I ask this question without saying what the f**k is wrong with me. It might be a long list so please stick around.

1. I am the youngest of seven children
2. My mother was a pyschotic Christian, while I was being raised by her. She is no longer like this.
3. Abuse from, various people, since the age of 4. I finally woke up and went um I do not like this anymore.
4. Various mental problems. This is my diagnosis from various "mental health professionals." Bi-polar disorder, anti-social disorder, multi-personality disorder, paranoia disorder, anger management problems, disassociative disorder, and I am sure there are many more.
5. Wanting to cage dance. I have no clue why I want to do this but is sounds fun.
6. I look at the world through my own eyes and not through rose colored glasses.
7. I have a realistic viewpoint on all things fluffy and cute(they should be roasted before an open fire)
8. I am an ominvore. I eat meat and I like it
9. I am selfish, self-absorbed, bitchy, and I throw up my middle finger to the world
10. I AM A NASTY BAD PAGAN!!!

So what the f**k is wrong with you?

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Permalink Reply by Serene1 on July 13, 2008 at 1:45am: Oh Oh, #1 for me too!
I have always been fascinated by the villain in a story, the bad guy or the killer. True Crime is a secret pleasure of mine!
I think that is why I love Wicked and the other books by Maguire.
There is always a fine line in a person's psyche imho, what does it take to push someone over. That is what I always wonder!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Accidental Affinity on July 11, 2008 at 9:06pm: -I'm a pack-rat. My room is filled with stuff that's been there for years and years- I just hate throwing things out.
-I'm extremely moody, mostly but not exclusivley at a certain time of the month. One minute I'll be hyper and happy, the next I'll be sitting there with a blank look on my face, hating the world.
-I just got my driver's liscence a few days ago, but I love driving with the music blasting XD
-I'm a bitch, and the world revolves around ME. You want to watch this movie? Too fucking bad. I beat you to the DVD player, so we're watching whatever the fuck I want.
-I act arrogant, but I actually have self-esteem issues a mile deep. I don't have a special someone because I'm not good enough. My skills aren't as good as some of my teammates because I'm just not good enough. I don't take too many hard classes because I'm stupid and lazy and think I'll fail, even though I probably wouldn't.
-I want to drop-kick all small dogs that I see. I just think I'd be hilarious to see them go flying XD
-When I'm faced with a challenge, 9 out of 10 times I run the other way.
-I just don't feel connected to my family. I have no respect for my father, and I just don't have any patience for my sister. I was 10 when I realized that instead of my mom being my hero, she was somebody who I would make sure I DIDN'T end up like. Forget my extended family- aside from my 5-year-old cousin, they all irritate me and I use every excuse possible not to see them.
-I'm still in the closet, even though I'm pretty sure most people would accept me. I absolutly do not want to tell my parents, just because I don't feel like having a personal discussion with them. Some of my friends know vaguely that I'm pagan, but they don't really know what that means or the role it plays in my life. And I'm reluctant to tell them, even though I know they'd listen and love me anyway.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Alastriona on July 13, 2008 at 12:07am: Let's see...

1. Procrastinator - and I'm really bad at it.
2. Slightly obsessed with serial killers which many people find sadistic, but its what I study in college and it fascinates me.
3. Depression, anxiety and bipolar, though I choose to herbally self medicate (legal herbs mind you)
4. I tend to be a bitch who gets in to long extensive arguments where I write mini essays to prove my point.
5. Have to always have the last word.
6. A flirt and a tease
7. I often feel like everyone else has their niche, their something that they are good at, and I don't have anything I excel at, and even the things I achieve, I feel like I have to work harder than everyone else to achieve it.
8. I resent my mother because I'm her caregiver (She has MS) and I feel like she does things purposely to annoy me, even though I'm unsure how true this is. I can barely stand the sight of my own sister because she is such a bitch.
9. I have very little friends in real life, most of my time is spent caring for my mother, daughter and my social activity mostly takes place on the computer. I have one real friend who luckily is the one person I can share my pagan beliefs with because she is a pagan also. Most of my family has no idea considering most of the are Christian. My fiance kinda knows, but I don't feel the need to get in depth with him about it because he would support me either way and I know that.

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Permalink Reply by Serene1 on July 13, 2008 at 1:48am: 1. I can be compulsive about ANYTHING.
2. I have a VERY addictive personality.
3. I like to use ALL CAPS to accent a post.
4. I am the youngest of 6 children.
5. I am a smoker.
6. I don't conform to any labels of any type.
More to come I am sure!
Peace,
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