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Well, the cold-arse weather a couple of weeks ago killed my 3 zucchini plants so I replaced them with 3 eggplant - all others are doing just fine right now.

Woke up from 2 strange dreams in less than a week recently - thought I'd post them in light of the emotional roller coaster I was on over the weekend. 4/14/08 - Was moving around in a wheelchair as one leg wasn't working in the dream. I saw a man watching from a distance. After a while, I somehow came out of the wheelchair to land flat on my face. The man approached to help me back into the wheelchair and I had a hard time accepting his help and that's when I woke up. It turned out the man in t… Continue

Imbolc has past, Ostara is in a few days and with it comes spring planting time. I'm looking forward to April 5 as that is when we are allowed to start planting our crops in the seasonal field. I will be planting zucchini, spinach, beets, turnips, cucumbers, celery, bell peppers, purple broccoli, broccoli, red cabbage, cabbage and cauliflower. I meant to start the seeds on Imbolc but didn't start them until the first of March so I'm hoping I will still be able to have a decent harvest on the cel… Continue

a woman screams at her husband to leave the child alone. He storms out of the house and her son and two daughters join their mother, the girls sitting in her lap while the boy stands by. the two older try to convince her to leave right there and there. Instead, she stays and the abuse changes to mental, psychological and emotional abuse. The girls are raised to believe they have to depend on men for everything - they aren't even allowed to think for themselves. They are the ones that are suppos… Continue

When will the pain end? Maybe never, who really knows, I only know this - it's not as bad as it once was. In my first blog, I mentioned a death - someone had found a video featuring Ted Nugent and I watched it and it brought me around to do the blog I said I would do at some point and it will get posted in a few days but here are a few questions to ponder in the meantime. Where do I start with this? Do I start with all the counseling that has happened? Or do I start from a child's perspective?